DROWNING

I want the end of my problems
Take drugs but that never solves them
My friends are worried dont call em
I dont wanna be a burden but Ive been
Lost inside, my heads overcrowding
Take em down, Im scared that Ive been drowning
Always fooling everything around me
And Im so scared, they dont hear me when Im shouting
Bad news, bad news, always bad timing
Im always feeling dead, but the reaper never finds me
Pushing everyone away, all these calls Im declining
Getting sick of bad days, whats the point of even climbing?
Dont save me, I wont let you in
Just let me crash and burn
Just watch me fall apart
Got so many scars, howd I fall so far?
And Im always breaking
Maybe death will take me
Think Im always wasting my time again, no
I want the end of my problems
Take drugs but that never solves them
My friends are worried dont call em
I dont wanna be a burden but Ive been
Lost inside, my heads overcrowding
Take em down, Im scared that Ive been drowning
Always fooling everything around me
And Im so scared, they dont hear me when Im shouting
Yeah
Too many times that Ive been falling off the edge now
Try to be there for my family but I still feel like a letdown
And my moms texting me suicidal shit
I try to cope, try to breathe, when Im facing this
And all the walls started caving in
It feels like Ive been here before
And I swear I always feel ignored
My face numb, stressed out, wanna run away from the world now
And Im always breaking
Maybe death will take me
Think Im always wasting my time again, no
I want the end of my problems
Take drugs but that never solves them
My friends are worried dont call em
I dont wanna be a burden but Ive been
Lost inside, my heads overcrowding
Take em down, Im scared that Ive been drowning
Always fooling everything around me
And Im so scared, they dont hear me when Im shouting