T和drug in me is you

I heard a knock upon my door the other day
前幾天我隱約聽到敲門聲
I opened it to find death staring in my face
開門卻看到死神盯著我的臉
The feel of mortal stalking still reverberates
感到那些凡夫俗子監視著我
Everywhere I go I drag this coffin just in case
以防萬一的我帶棺材四處遊蕩
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My body's tremblin' sends shivers down my spine
我身體的顫栗讓我害怕
Adrenaline kicks and shifts into overdrive,
腎上腺素分泌到快要爆炸
Your secrets keep you sick, your lies keep you alive
秘密讓你噁心，謊言卻讓你強壯
Snake eyes every single time you roll with crooked dice
你擲出骰子時，蛇的眼神放光
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I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
我感到黑暗將要把我拖到深處
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house
拖到被黑暗束縛百年的沉睡古堡
I wrestled with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt
我與大腦鬥爭，把握緊懷疑的雙手搖晃
Running from my past I'm praying feet don't fail me now!
從過去奔跑而來，祈禱不畏現在
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I've lost my god damn mind,
我曾失去信仰
It happens all the time,
終日徬徨
I can't believe I'm actually
不敢承認我自己
Meant to be here,
就在這裡
Trying to consume,
就像一般上癮
The drug in me is you
依賴著你
And I'm so high on misery
我是如此的痛苦
Can't you see!
你卻看不到
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I got these questions always running through my head
這些問題一直寄生在我的大腦
So many things that I would like to understand
這麼多的紛亂讓我難以理解
If we are born to die and we all die to live
生死循環意義何在
Then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts?
矛盾之中為何而來
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I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
我感到黑暗將要把我拖到深處
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house
拖到被黑暗束縛百年的沉睡古堡
I wrestled with my thoughts, I shook thehand of doubt
我與大腦鬥爭，把握緊懷疑的雙手搖晃
Running from my past I'm praying feet don't fail me now!
從過去奔跑而來，祈禱不畏現在
.
I've lost my god damn mind
我曾失去信仰
It happens all the time
終日徬徨
I can't believe I'm actually
不敢承認我自己
Meant to be here
就在這裡
Trying to consume,
就像一般上癮
The drug in me is you
依賴著你
And I'm so high on misery
我是如此的痛苦
Can't you see!
你卻看不到
.

我迷失過
I' ve lost
我失落過
Myself
你對我的幫助從未有用
You tried to reach me but you just can't help me
來日方長
So long
後會有期
Goodbye
你想救我，這次不行！
You tried to save me, it won't work this time!
因為現在
Cause now
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我丟失過我的思想
I've lost my f* cking mind
現在已無時思量
And there's no f*cking time
我否認我自己
I can't believe I'm actually
在此存在
Meant to be here
我嘗試著
Trying to consume,
那就是你
The drug in me is you
我是如此的痛苦
And I'm so high on misery
你看不到
Can't you see!
你看不到嗎！
Oh, can't you see!
.
你看不到！
Can't you see!