You spent your whole life trying to be tough
你耗盡整個人生試圖變得強悍
Cause your parents married pain to love
因為自你的父母結婚後他們便以痛苦為愛
But you go all white at the sight of blood
但你一見血便臉色煞白
And Jesus knows that you've seen enough
而上帝也清楚你已閱盡千帆
Something happened back when you were young
當你還年輕有些事情的發生讓你痛不欲生直至今日
It kills you but you won't tell me what it was
但你不會告訴我那時到底發生了什麼
Sleeping on the floor in your grandma's room
在祖母的房間裡你以地板為床榻入睡
Too tired to cry, too weak to even move
疲憊到無法哭泣虛弱到連動也動不了
You're so scared you'll make the mistakes you
你太害怕自己會犯下錯誤
Had to watch your daddy make that
你必須得親眼看著你的爸爸是如何
Took your mama and everything away
將你的媽媽與你們的一切掠走
But it's not your fault and I don't need help
但這不是你的錯我也並不需要你的幫助
Cause these bruises on my body, I gave to myself
因為我滿身的瘀斑與挫痕都不過自作自受
You 're allowed to take care of yourself
你有權利照顧好自己
25 and you're still crying in your sleep
正值朝氣蓬勃的25歲你仍會在眠夢中流下眼淚
Scared the world is out to get you
臆想整個世界都在找你麻煩
And you've tried every bottle but you're in too deep
每瓶藥物你都試過一遍但你已無法脫身深淵
Cause you don't know any better, how could you?
因為你再想不出更好的措施也不可能想出
And the fear is there when we're in your bed
當我們共同攀進你的被褥隨之而來的始終是恐懼
And I start to cry and you think it's something you did
我忍不住開始哽咽你以為自己不經意間傷到了我
But baby I'm alright
但親愛的我挺好的
I'm alright
沒事的
You' re so scared you'll make the mistakes you
你太害怕自己會犯下錯誤
Had to watch your daddy make that
你必須得親眼看著你的爸爸是如何
Took your mama and everything away
將你的媽媽與你們的一切掠走
But it's not your fault and I don't need help
但這不是你的錯我也並不需要你的幫助
Cause these bruises on my body, I gave to myself
因為我滿身的瘀斑與挫痕都不過自作自受
You're allowed to take care of yourself
你有權利照顧好自己
Last night I dreamed that you had gone away
昨晚我夢見我永遠地失去了你
Woke up in tears and stayed in bed all day
而後我潸然甦醒在床上躺了一整天
And I'm terrified that I'll lose everyone I have
我害怕我會失去我所擁有的每個人
That I'll watch them leave and wait but they won't come back
我會目睹他們與自己離別等待他們的回歸卻終只能顧影自憐
You're so scared you'll make the mistakes you
你太害怕自己會犯下錯誤
Had to watch your daddy make that
你必須得親眼看著你的爸爸是如何
Took your mama and everything away
將你的媽媽與你們的一切掠走
But it's not your fault and I don't need help
但這不是你的錯我也並不需要你的幫助
Cause these bruises on my body, I gave to myself
因為我滿身的瘀斑與挫痕都不過自作自受
You're allowed to take care of yourself
你有權利照顧好自己
Bruises