scary sky

I saw the wheat bent over
And I was afraid for no reason at all
The wind cant move my weight
Im safe
Mmm

The rationales not working for me
These normal things get scary without you
Like the movies youd never see
Squeezing me, peeking out at the tv

And Im young right now
Wont put my feet up
I miss my home
For a chance I dreamed of
The darkest moments
The silly horsing around
But the sound of my facetime
Doesnt wake you up
At half past midnight
I leave my room
To get air, I go outside
I started walking
But Im freaked out by the clouds
That Id hardly have noticed with you

Only a month
Then Im on a plane home
But you still have work
We strike a balance thats painful
I wont ask for more of your time
Youd give it up
And you always respect mine

So my ambitions second to you
If what matters takes our time
Are our priorities screwed
We just cycle through stages of life
Do horizons arrive
Or will the goal posts always constantly move

Cuz while I may be young right now
Wont put my feet up
I miss my home
For a chance I dreamed of
The darkest moments
The silly horsing around
I stay grounded because
I know youd leave it for me
Like I would leave it for you
Dont want to get to that place
Where I become what I do
Youre the context of me
And cherrypick who I am when youre gone
Social chameleon tending to headstrong

I watched the storm roll over
And I was afraid for no reason at all
Where my loyalty is placed
Im safe
Mmm