Early morning
Cant corral you at all
Plus Im broken
Cracks the devil can feel through
Can I love you?
Say you got nothing to blame
I dont know what I could tell you to
Balance the part of your brain
Where everything is gonna shell you out
Ill do my best right now
If you want me
I wont leave
Im afraid of whats ahead
Based on what Ive seen behind me
Lifes different now but Im still stressed
Think pavlov
Confined inside all these
Heuristics that haunt me
Safety stays on my mind
When its not needed or wanted, Ill be just fine
Some things dont fully dull with passage of time
Hills we got over
Distorted my lens
Perspective distracting and
Killing my chance at living life
Outside of this whole hurricane
Please dont hurt me again
Can I love you?
Say you got nothing to blame
I dont know what I could tell you to
Balance the part of your brain
Where everything is gonna shell you out
Ill do my best right now
If you want me
I wont leave
Ask how Im doing today
Nothin that I wanna tell you
Im making a deal with the shame
Praying to God he wont sell me out
Ill do my best right now
If you want me
I wont leave
I got a right to every
Fear that I been through
I know this isnt healthy
God keep working inside me
To reprise my faith
If you still want me Ill never leave you
in summation