Breaking the Habit

Memories concern
回顧回憶
Like opening the wound
如同揭開傷口
I'm picking me apart again
我正將自己分離撕裂
You all assume
你們都認為
I'm safer in my room
我在房間裡會更安全
Unless I try to start again
除非我嘗試重新開始
I don't want to be the one
我不想成為
Who battles always choose
總是會選擇抗爭的人
Cuz inside I realize
因為我內心意識到
That I'm the one confused
我才是深陷迷惑的人
I don't know what's worth fighting for
我不知我為何而奮鬥
Or why I have to scream
或者我為何呼喊
I don't know why I instigate
我不知我為何被煽動
And say what I don't mean
說出了違心之語
I don't know how I got this way
我不知我為何入歧途
I know it's not alright
我知道這並不好
So I'm breaking the habit
所以我將拋棄以往
I' m breaking the habit tonight
改變就從今晚開始
Cultured my cure
開始療愈
I tightly lock the door
我將房門緊鎖
I try to catch my breath again
我嘗試再一次調整呼吸
I hurt much more
我受到的傷害
Than anytime before
比以往更加痛苦
I have no options left again
我已無可退路
I dont want to be the one
我不想成為
Who battles always choose
總是會選擇抗爭的人
Cuz inside I realize
因為我內心意識到
That I'm the one confused
我才是深陷迷惑的人
I don't know what's worth fighting for
我不知我為何而奮鬥
Or why I have to scream
或者我為何呼喊
I don't know why I instigate
我不知我為何被煽動
And say what I don't mean
說出了違心之語
I don't know how I got this way
我不知我為何入歧途
I'll never be alright
我難以重振旗鼓
So, I'm breaking the habit
所以我將拋棄以往
I'm breaking the habit tonight
改變就從今晚開始
I'll paint it on the walls
我將一切都公之於眾
Cuz I'm the one that falls
因為我才是墮落之人
I'll never fight again
我不會再爭鬥
And this is how it ends
一切就此終結
I don't know what's worth fighting for
我不知我為何而奮鬥
Or why I have to scream
或者我為何呼喊
But now I have some clarity
但現在我已漸漸理解
To show you what I mean
將一切展示於你
I don't know how I got this way
我不知我為何入歧途
I'll never be alright
我難以重振旗鼓
So, I'm breaking the habit
所以我將拋棄以往
I'm breaking the habit
一改陋習
I'm breaking the habit tonight
改變就從今晚開始