Souvenirs

Lets go.
I know I cant define this life.
I know I cant see through.
These answers Im seeking for are way too deep to be found.
My lifes reflected through the wet film of my eyes.
Ive been betraying the kid that I was.
Do you think this life really deserves an anthem? Ive been changing.
It reminds me when I was younger and useless.
My heart beats,covered in bruises. I saw this room slowly turn to a coffin.
As locked in,but Im not dead yet.
I did my best to show you that Ive been changing
and what Ive been through to see clearly through myself.
I was such a mess before this, I dont miss it, no, I dont miss it.
My heart has braced itself, Ill set this world in check, I finally found myself.
Ive got my dreams and all my memories in my head.
I dont wanna be the one who can live without this.
All that I can see is the distance since these days.
I wouldnt recognize myself without the mess of what Ive done with my life.
I will never let you define my way of life.
I thought weve been watching the same sun but were way too far to finally feel warmed.
This is my time to speak.
This is the time to forgive.
Ive been betraying the kid that I was.
Do you think this life really deserves an anthem?
I didnt think the show would last so long.
Though it should last forever now.
I was seeking for this;having a chance to speak to try to feel I better.
I see your face when your eyes are staring back at me.
I can fake it, its not as hard as it seems with the detachment the drug brings.
Ive got these dreams to stand for, got my voice to speak despite the lies around me now
but this bitter taste that theyre leaving wont let me feel anything.
It reminds me when I was younger and useless.
My heart beats,covered in bruises.
I saw this room slowly turn to a coffin.
As locked in,but Im not dead yet.
I did my best to show you that Ive been changing
and what Ive been through to see clearly through myself.
I was such a mess before this, I dont miss it, no, I dont miss it.
My heart has braced itself, Ill set this world in check, I finally found myself.
solo
Ive got my dreams and all my memories in my head.
I dont wanna be the one who can live without this.
All that I can see is the distance since these days.
I wouldnt recognize myself without the mess of what Ive done with my life.