Les Nuits Noires

I woke up again, from this recurrent nightmare
The night has never seemed so dark
Im being swallowed by the abyss
My life, like brought back to the ether
My shadow is getting bigger
And theres nowhere to run
Get me rid of this chronic pain
That drags me through the coldest hell
There is not much left of who Ive been
I just cannot stop dreaming of the end
I cant stop and its killing me
Its ******* killing me
Someday I might find out where the bliss lurks
Caught in a web of lies
I found out that the truth can hurt
Just like a blade, a knife
Im about to let go
I just cant do this on my own
The pain is haunting my nights
Im **** *** scared of what tomorrow could be
And each time I try to face the light
I just dont ******* feel it
Oh please father show me a sign
The devil starts to sing for me
The light begins to fade away
I fear for my ******* life
Someday I might find out where the bliss lurks
Caught in a web of lies
I found out that the truth can hurt
Just like a blade, a knife
Im about to let go
I just cant do this on my own