alive

thebreathingbackwards:
Waste away in my head when Im defeated
Been a minute since Ive felt fully completed
Ive been feeling fxcking hopeless (fxcking hopeless)
Ive been hoping you wont notice (you wont notice)
I hate myself but thats the way it goes now
See support so why do I still feel alone now
Its getting harder not to leave it all behind
I dont think that I can salvage my own mind
Do you ever feel the same
Broken down inside your brain
Far gone, Im not worth saving
Fxcked up the storm Im braving
Dont try to feed me love
I know Ill never be enough
Run home, forget my mess
Ill self destruct in all my stress, theres
No point in trying to hide
Ill never make it out alive
I wont try to fight it, Ill just let it break me
I feel the undertow collapse and try to take me
Depression got me dead, anxiety stay shaking
A battle I wont ever win, a passion Im forsaking
Do you ever feel the same
(Do you ever feel the same)
Broken down inside your brain
Far gone, Im not worth saving
Fxcked up the storm Im braving
Dont try to feed me love
I know Ill never be enough
Run home, forget my mess
Ill self destruct in all my stress, theres
No point in trying to hide
Ill never make it out alive
cloudhighcomeup:
Time to face it, you should know
When my thoughts go, they dont hold back
But it hurts now, Im alone, yeah
I guess that I liked the way it felt
And now Ill never fall in love
And I can try to understand
But whats the point when Im not good enough, no
I cant waste your time again
Cant help but let you down
And its the way its gonna end
thebreathingbackwards:
Far gone, Im not worth saving
Fxcked up the storm Im braving
Dont try to feed me love
I know Ill never be enough
Run home, forget my mess
Ill self destruct in all my stress, theres
No point in trying to hide
Ill never make it out alive