I Come Apart

Yeah, losin my faith, losin my mind
Losin my friends, just hopin I find
Something to feel, something thats real
Cause all that we know is narcotics and pills
My pops got a case , thirty stacks for the bail
Lookin back at my words like
'Where the fuck did I fail?'
Look to God for the answers, I just hope for a sign
Im just prayin for peace, as I load up my 9
See, I come apart sometimes, Im not me
I come apart sometimes
Im missin my heart sometimes, I cant sleep, yeah
I come apart sometimes
Yeah, I come apart sometimes, yeah
I come apart sometimes
Yeah, Im missin my heart sometimes
Yeah, I come apart sometimes
They start breakin me down
Got me chained to the ground
I cant take it no more, if I stay, then I drown
Cant let it get to me
I let it get to me
This anxiety kills, itll eat you alive
Im just blind to my problems, I cant see what I hide
Traumatized by the world,but I cant let it kill me
I took a bullet to my head
But they say that they feel me
The land of the free, where they put us in chains
Where they lock us in cages, new millenium slaves
Look to God for the answers, I just hope for a sign
Im just prayin for peace, as I load up my 9
See, I come apart sometimes, Im not me
I come apart sometimes
Im missin my heart sometimes, I cant sleep, yeah
I come apart sometimes
Yeah, I come apart sometimes, yeah
I come apart sometimes
Yeah, Im missin my heart sometimes
Yeah, I come apart sometimes
They start breakin me down
Got me chained to the ground
I cant take it no more, if I stay, then I drown
Cant let it get to me
I let it get to me