I fear that I've become too soft
我害怕我變得太心軟了
Like I've been weak trynna be too kind
就像我一直很脆弱太善良了
Like I let you override my mind
就像我的理智被你控制了一樣
And I left myself behind
我離開了原來的那個自己
The truth is I didn't have a great time at dinner
而事實是我沒有好好地照顧自己
The truth is I kind of loved my life as a reckless sinner
事實是我有點喜歡自己像個魯莽的罪人的樣子
The truth is I look unbelievable but I hate my body
事實是我看起來好像不會憎恨我的軀體而我會
The truth is I'm looking for myself and I can't see it in anybody
事實是我看不見任何人在尋找真正的我除了我自己
The truth is I feel less okay than I thought I was
事實是我的狀態比我想像中的更不好
The truth is I've fallen into another trap of who I think I'm meant to be
事實是我已經掉進一個名叫我認為我應該做什麼樣的人的困境中
The truth is I'm still lost
事實是我仍然很迷茫
The truth is cold like frost
事實冰冷得像深不見頭的森林
The truth is I love all of you but I don 't know if you love all of me
事實是我喜歡每個人卻不知道你們是不是喜歡每個我
Baby this kind of feels like starting again
親愛的這樣的感覺又開始了
Remember when we had nothing
還記得我們一無所有的日子嗎
I kinda wanna blow off my friends
我有點想趕走我的朋友們
I liked it when it was just you and me
我喜歡只有你我兩人的時候
Baby
親愛的
I had nothing but I was free
我曾經一無所有但很自由
The truth is I don't wanna be one of the boys
而事實是我不想和其他男孩一樣
The truth is living by a gender makes me feel annoyed
事實是按性別生活讓我感到煩惱
The truth is I still don't feel like I fit in anywhere
事實是我仍然不知道究竟什麼地方適合我
The truth is I love staying home with you in underwear
事實是我喜歡在家只穿著內衣跟你待在一起
The truth is that I'd die for you
事實是我願意為你付出生命
The truth is I can't lie to you
事實是我對你說不出謊言
The truth is you're the only one that keeps me from coming undone
事實是你是唯一一個能阻止我崩潰的人
The truth is
而事實是.. ....
The truth is
而事實是......
Baby this kind of feels like starting again
親愛的這樣的感覺又開始了
Remember when we had nothing
還記得我們一無所有的日子嗎
I kinda wanna blow off my friends
我有點想趕走我的朋友們
I liked it when it was just you and me
我喜歡只有你我兩人的時候
Baby
親愛的
I had nothing but I was free
我曾經一無所有但很自由
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Baby this kind of feels like starting again
親愛的這樣的感覺又開始了
Remember when we had nothing
還記得我們一無所有的日子嗎
I kinda wanna blow off my friends
我不需要那麼多朋友
I liked it when it was just you and me
我喜歡只有你我兩人的時候
Baby
親愛的
I had nothing but I was free
我曾經一無所有但很自由
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