Looking Down from the Edge

Wake up
Do I need these things that Im asking for
So Ill give up
And turn in the dreams that Ive been sold
Youll never know
The lines that were crossed
Just to make it home
So Ill cover up
The fear that Im not there for anybody
Wish I was getting used to this
Every chance I get I let it go
Every moment spent is not enough
Wish I was getting used to all of this
Im looking down from the edge
And would I do it again?
Would I trade the world that I know now
For a day that I dont miss you
Im looking down from the edge
And would I do it again?
But its getting hard to understand
Why Im wide awake but barely breathing
Ive spent all my energy
Justifying my failures at close range
Every chance I get I let it go
Every moment spent is not enough
Pull the trigger, Ive been such a waste
Neglecting life and love its one in the same thing
Every chance I get I let it go
Every moment spent is not enough
Wish I was getting used to all of this
Im looking down from the edge
And would I do it again?
Would I trade the world that I know now
For a day that I dont miss you
Im looking down from the edge
And would I do it again?
But its getting hard to understand
Why Im wide awake but barely breathing
I know Ive got too much to lose
For me to turn my back on you
The writings on the wall
We were meant to fall
Dont regret the life we chose
Looking downfrom the edge
Would I do it again?
Im looking down from the edge
Im looking down from the edge
And would I do it again?
Would I trade the world that I know now
For a day that I dont miss you
Im looking down from the edge
And would I do it again?
But its getting hard to understand
Why Im wide awake but barely breathing