Fever

I've been feeling so distracted
近來覺得有些心煩意亂
Maybe I'm exhausted
可能是有些厭倦了
Maybe I've just had enough of myself the way I am
又或許是受夠了現在的自己
I'm changing, I'm changing, I'm changing
我正在改變，改變，改變
Baby oh you, you've been so understanding
寶貝，哦，你曾如此善解人意
And how can I try to tell you
但現在我該如何告訴你
All that you've been for me?
你在我心中的地位
I need you to just wait up for me
我需要你再等等我
Self love is something of a Neverland
自憐自愛像是來自夢幻島的禮物
Why'd it take until now just to understand
為什麼我現在才明白這個道理
Give it some time, lie to myself, it's every night
虛度著時光，每夜自欺欺人著
I'm fighting my mind and noticing more I don't like
不斷地自我抗爭，愈發意識到我不愛種種
Hard to know what I need
了解自己的慾望很難
When it seems so easy
儘管看起來是小菜一碟
Won't ask you, don't need to
不需要向你多問
Bother you bout that ** **
不需要為此煩擾你
It's not your fault
因為這不是你的錯
And it's not my own
一切只怪自己
But why can't I feel good on my own?
但我為什麼卻覺得這麼糟糕
I've been feeling so distracted
近來覺得有些心煩意亂
Maybe I'm exhausted
或許是有些倦怠了
Maybe I've just had enough of myself the way I am
又或許是受夠了現在的自己
I'm changing, I'm changing, I'm changing
我正在改變，改變，改變
Cut back on the **** I do
克制自己不再做那些糟糕的事
Knowing full well that I won't hear from you soon
深知我最近已經很久沒和你聯繫了
Maybe this new low I hit
或許這是我所面對的另一個低谷
Will make a new beginning
這會是新的開始麼
I'm walking home, I feel alone, I call you up up
一個人走回家，不斷給你打電話
Late night craving your touch, touch
夜深人靜便更加渴望你的觸碰
I need you too much too much
我需要你，非常