The Shepherd

I'm gonna lay back down before I get carried away
在我失控前我得躺下冷靜
Waking up in bed the same old muthafuking way
可是在床上醒來，今天也是他*的昨日的複印件
I'd like to think it's soon that you'll be walking through my door
我做著白日夢，幻想著下一刻你就走入我門口
I guess I don't know a god damn thing, anymore
我猜我再也認不清這些紛擾的世事了
You used to lay beside me, I could hear you softly snore
你曾躺在我身畔，我聽著你的淺鼾
And the place you used to lie is now a picture I ignore
然而你在我身旁的回憶卻已經一片空白
To keep me safe and far away from demons after me
讓我離那些惡魔和夢靨遠去吧
I guess I'm just trying to keep myself clean
我想我也只不過是想孤身一人
The story bleeds and we follow like helpless herded sheeps
故事在流血，我們彷彿無助的羊群，遊魂似的跟隨著
But I'll keep my head up that's the Shepard in me
但是我昂起頭，我就是我自己的牧羊人
Refusing to believe that you were just another drink
我才不相信你是另一杯使我迷醉的酒
And now I'll fall asleep, in my quarantine
而如今，我就要進入夢鄉，獨我一人
Come here darling, laugh with me
來這兒我親愛的，同我歡笑
I can feel your body's cold
我能感覺到你膚上的寒氣
There's a car that's rolling down the street
街上有輛車在開彷彿白駒過隙
Warning me I'm getting old
警示著我正在老去
I've learned to walk a different pace
我學會了走一種截然不同的步調
New routes I'd never earned
可我從未走過一條全新的路線
Just to keep my head from falling off
這麼做不過是不想低落著腦袋罷了
Just to keep me from concern
這麼做不過是讓我自己遠離惶恐罷了
There's a voice and it's a pretty voice
我好像聽到一陣甜美的歌聲
That keeps me waking up
它讓我保持清醒
Runs the shower water over me
好似淋浴澆在我頭頂
Pours the coffee in my cup
彷彿咖啡倒入我的馬克杯
But each day as it fades away
但是它日漸消逝
And my hair slightly grows
我的髮絲也日漸生長
I wonder if I'll ever see
我想知道我是不是與它曾有一面之緣
Just how our story goes
彷彿我們一起經歷過的故事
You call me up to cheer me up
你提醒我、讓我振作
But my body's grown immune
可是我的身軀卻早就對雞湯免疫了
To the face I never touched enough
直面我還沒有撫夠的面頰
To the heart I never knew
直面我不曾走入的你的心
My mama used to say to me, a reason lies inside
媽媽曾經告訴我，世事有因
Well if there's a reason behind all of this
如果這一切都有個原因的話
Well then I've lost my faith in life
那原因就是我對生活早已失去了熱情吧
I'm gonna lay back down before I get carried away
在我失控之前我還是會躺會去
Waking up in bed the same old muthafuking way
再醒來、就這麼他*的日復一日著
I'd like to think it's soon that you'll be walking through my door
我還是會做白日夢，幻想著你下一刻就會走入我的房門
I guess I just don't know a god damn thing...
我想我現在已經迷迷糊糊，不辨東西南北啦……