Breakdown (feat. Demi Lovato)

I got big plans, but none of them feel like mine (yeah)
And I miss days where I used to feel like me (you know)
Cause Ive been trapped in all the freedom
Throw my heart up at the ceiling
I take another drink so I can kill the voice of reason
I got big plans, but none of them feel like mine (too much is too much)
You know
Uh , been fighting my demons, but they aint fighting fair
But I keep saying, 'Everythings alright, I swear'
All alone in a dark space, aint no light in there
Whats fucked up is I might actually like it there
Pouring everything on this paper my pen is on
Feel like Im breaking in places they put the pressure on
Im the one in my circle they all depending on
To do it though , I need these drugs Ive become dependent on
Someone tried to confront me, now we dont get along
In my business, they tripping on what Im sipping on
They cant reach the pedestal that my head is on
But, truthfully, Ive been breaking down, just finally letting on
Oh, Im in the middle of a breakdown, baby (uh, yo)
I need you, I need you (I got you)
Oh, Im in the middle of a storm now, baby
I need you, I need you to come over (I got you)
Tell me thisll be over (uh)
Over soon now (yeah)
Oh, Im in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you (I got you), I need you right
Uh, crowded space, but I feel alone
Eyes on me, all the time, in the judgement zone
Somewhere on the road, fucked up, but Im missing home
No rest for the wicked, where could I put a pillow on
Anywhere, feel misunderstood, they to patronize
They judging my ways, but wont empathize
You couldnt walk in my shoes, Im not telling lies
Since 21, Ive been running a whole enterprise
Provide for too many people, I cant jeopardize
But Ive been breaking in half to two separate lives
Mr. Hyde just died looking in Jekylls eyes
I start becoming somebody I cant recognize
Oh, Im in the middle of a breakdown, baby (uh, yo)
I need you, I need you (I need you too)
Oh, Im in the middle of a storm now, baby
I need you, I need you to come over (I got you)
Tell me thisll be over (uh)
Over soon now (yo)
Oh , Im in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you (aye), I need you right
Oh, I, I need you (I got you)
Oh, I, I need you ( I got you)
To come over, tell me thisll be over
Over soon (yeah)
Oh, Im in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you, I need you right( I got you)
I got big plans, but none of them feel like mine (you know)
And I miss days where I used to feel like me