If It Kills Me [From The Casa Nova Sessions]

Hello, tell me you know
行了，告訴我吧
Yeah, you figured me out
是的，你已經吃透我了
Something gave it away
像是有東西在告密
It would be such a beautiful moment
這一刻竟如此美妙
To see the look on your face
當我凝視著你的神情
To know that I know that you know now
明白我清楚你現在心裡所想
And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
而那隻是我臆想中的場景，親愛的
You know nothing
你什麼都不知道
As you and I why
至於你我為什麼
We go carrying on for hours on end
我們相處一整天才能盡興
We get along much better
我們如此的契合
Than you and your boyfriend
勝過你和你的EX
Well all I really wanna do is love you
我現在只想見到你
A kind much closer than friends use
對你說出那些超出朋友間的情話
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
而可笑的我，在一起經歷了這麼多後，卻還不敢開口
And all I really want from you is to feel me
而我僅僅指望你能感受到我的心
As the feeling inside keeps building
就像現在我這顆熾熱燃燒的心
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
但我仍會帶著這顆心走到你的面前，儘管頭破血流
If it kills me
讓我內心折磨到死
Well how long, can I go on like this
到底還要多少，我才能如願以償
Wishing to kiss you
親到你的小嘴
Before I rightly explode?
能在我湮滅之前嗎？
This double life I lead isn't healthy for me
這種想得到而又害怕失去的感覺不益於我的生活
In fact it makes me nervous
而實際我日不能食,夜不能寐
If I get caught I could be risking it all
但只要得到一絲回應，我便願意獻出我的所有
Baby there's lots that I miss
親愛的，我知道我還漏了很多你的想法
In case I'm wrong
如果我錯了，你一定要說給我聽，好麼
All I really wanna do is love you
我現在只想見到你
A kind much closer than friends use
對你說出那些超出朋友間的情話
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
而可笑的我，在一起經歷了這麼多後，卻還不敢開口
And all I really want from you isto feel me
而我僅僅指望你能感受到我的心
As the feeling inside keeps building
就像現在我這顆熾熱燃燒的心
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
但我仍會帶著這顆心走到你的面前，儘管頭破血流
If it kills me
讓我內心折磨到死
If I should be so bold
如果是我太膽怯
I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
那我懇求你能好好對待我的心
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
而我會從頭告訴你，遇見你的那天天氣是多麼美好
But I never said a word
但我卻不知如何開頭
I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again
我猜我要再次錯過你了
Well all I really wanna do is love you
我現在只能寄希於你能愛上我
A kind much closer than friends use
讓我們能接吻，做愛，廝守一世
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
但是經歷了這麼多，我卻不肯相信你的心有一絲是想著我的
And all I really want from you is to feel me
所以我還是願意向你敞開心結
As the feeling inside keeps building
讓你明白我內心這不願消散的情愫
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
縱使披荊斬棘，會有一天，我會走到你的面前
If it kills me
縱使受盡折磨
If it kills me
縱使萬劫不復
I think it might kill me
我知道我可能無法承受這生命之輕
And all I really want from you is to feel me
只願你能靜下來聆聽我
It's the feeling inside keeps building
正是這情感在內心逐漸昇華
And I'll find a way to you if it kills me
給了我追尋你的勇氣
If it kills me
至死方休
It might kill me
可我最終還是會死在你於你手吧