when the hospital was my home

Feel the wind blow, I can hear it in my left ear
我能感受到風從我左耳邊拂過
Sounds like when you whispered to me but youre not around here
猶如你對我輕聲細語可你並不在我身旁
Life is slow, sleepin' 12 hours a day, ayy
生活過得很慢一天睡十二個小時
Since I had my surgery, its never been the same
自從做完手術後我就不再如往昔了
Im sick and it sucks, my friends barely visit
就算我生病了我朋友也很少來看望我這真是糟糕啊
Every week that goes by and I'm feelin more distant
一周一周過去了我也與他們愈漸疏遠
Try so many times, tryna chip away my fear
我試過很多次想將內心恐懼驅散
Prayin when Im sad thinkin of our younger years
當我憂傷地憶起我們這青春歲月我祈禱著
First night that you kissed me, cuddle watchin Disney
你將我親吻的初夜我們相擁看迪士尼
Now I wait at night for a text that you miss me
如今我在夜裡等待一條你想念我的短信
Every second is a blessing when youre standing at my side
你站在我身旁的每一刻都如此幸福
We didnt see this coming, it's okay to say goodbye
我們也沒料到這樣的結果說再見也無妨
It's okay to say goodbye
說再見也無妨
But I hate saying goodbyes
但我不願道別
Would you stay here longer?
你是否能駐足久些呢
Sorry Im not stronger
不好意思我內心並不強大
Speak to me with honesty, it's harder than we thought itd be
請對我坦誠相待如今的情況比我們想像中更糟糕
Tell it to me straight, ayy, I dont want no 'probably'
對我直話直說吧我不想听到不確定的答案
Tell me when youre tired 'cause Im gettin tired too
當你厭倦了就告訴我因為我也累了
The rain is feelin heavy and the sky isnt so blue
雨下得更猛烈天空不再那般湛藍
Pills for my breakfast, promisin itll heal me
早餐吃幾片藥應該能將我治愈吧
Hangin out with doctorsand starin at the ceiling
跟著醫生出去散心盯著天花板
My favorite days are Mondays when you come and see me
我最喜歡週一因為你回來看望我
Wish you would stay longer but I know its not easy
我多麼希望你能呆久點但我這樣這並非易事
Yeah, I was excited for that concert
我因為這場演唱會激動好久了
Tell me all about it, did they sign your new Converse?
告訴我他們在你新匡威上簽字了嗎
I dont wanna let go when we hug
當我們緊緊相依我不願再松開懷抱
The thing worst in dying is losing who you love
提及死亡最怕失去摯愛之人
Its okay to say goodbye
說再見也無妨
But I hate saying goodbyes
但我不願道別
Would you stay here longer?
你是否能駐足久些呢
Sorry Im not stronger
不好意思我內心並不強大
Noticed all the pain you had deal with
醫生說你所面臨的病痛
Was sick of all the doctors lying sayin that you heal quick
都會被快速醫治
Spend a couple days since you left sayin it hurts
你離開後我訴苦了好幾天
Your girl just called me said shes pregnant and that wouldve been my first
你的女孩給我打電話了她說她懷孕了
So shocked when she told me
當她告訴我的時候那可是我第一次那麼震驚
Why didnt she tell you?
她為何沒告訴你
She thought youd leave the world thinkin your promises have fell through
她認為你失信了你將離開這個世界
You always talked about her, you were ready for a son
你總是談論她看樣子是準備要個孩子了
Now hell be watchin over him, free of pain
他也將無條件呵護那個孩子免受傷痛干擾
Know that one day hell look up and feel your love
終有一天他將抬起頭感受你濃烈愛意
When I get to heaven I will wait for you
當我抵達天堂我將等候你的到來
Sorry for the things that I put you through
很抱歉讓你經歷這麼多麻煩
You had to watch me flatline, wishin that was bad time
你只得這般低沉地看著我 希望還未到那時候