Caught in the Rain

[Verse 1:]
Yeah
Soon after I dropped raw, the spotlight creeped up
I received love from fans through out the world, yeah, seems nuts
Is it God, or could it be luck?
I put my toes in the sand and ended up with my feet stuck
When the storm comes, then how should we address it?
My situation with ruthless turned out to be a blessing
During the time it left every ounce of me affected
But when it was done I saw that I was bound to be a legend
But Im lost
The fame drivin me crazy, cry when Im angry, the games trying to change me
Sinister record labels got desires to pay me
As the world puts they fucking hands high to embrace me
How would you take it in?
I honestly cant pretend
The only reason I started rapping was to make a friend
And now I got fans who love me for creating sins
You think fame aint got a dark side? Think again. Yo
[Hook:]
Fame can make you insane! (Its so strange)
Everyday, I feel Im caught in the rain
Only very few have walked in my shoes
I sit alone in my room feelin so damn confused
Cause I dont know, who the hell I am
[Verse 2:]
Yeah, scared I might never get a wife
Closer I move into the limelight shit is like
Girls just want to be next to me cause I rip the mic
Sayin they love me, but the vibe I get isnt right
What if I flopped when my album dropped
And went broke baby tell me would your love just stop?
See Im in love with you, but you in love with Hop
The struggles real, but throughyour eyes its fun to watch
I swear to God I used to fiend for it
I see the fire but I keep going
I smell the sins from the breeze blowin
My crew is telling me to beast mode it
I feel like Im going to hell if I keep it up even my priest knows it
So many women and the money is great
But this life just isnt me and I dont want to be fake
I didnt think that it would come to this day
Its time I put my alter ego to the side and leave him stuck in his grave
[Hook:]
Fame can make you insane! ( Its so strange)
Everyday, I feel Im caught in the rain
Only very few have walked in my shoes
I sit alone in my room feelin so damn confused
Cause I dont know, who the hell I am
[Verse 3:]
Shit, not anymore
My souls rotten and sore, I hear a knock at the door for real
I got a lot to endure
There aint no stopping the storm, homie the top isnt warm so chill
I think I need my light bulb fixed
As of lately I aint been getting hyped on shit
Lifes a journey, you gotta find your niche
Im leaving this tight space because I dont fit
Now Im moving away, my whole life Im a start from scratch
As an artist Im trapped
Fuck Hop, Marcus is back
For a while, its gonna be hard to adapt
But Im willing to go through it, I aint starving to rap
Im soul searching
Its like Im living with no purpose
I try to find a spark to spit but theres no urges
Inside ofme for me to pursue it
Some people think that Im stupid but dont judge if you aint went through it
Im out
[Hook: x2]
Fame can make you insane! (Its so strange )
Everyday, I feel Im caught in the rain
Only very few have walked in my shoes
I sit alone in my room feelin so damn confused
Cause I dont know, who the hell I am