Brand New Low

Over and over
I keep wondering why
Then I give up and see that look in your eyes
Cause if I trip and fall,
Ill be to blame
And if I hit the wall ,
Ill still be the same
Wasting your time with your so called friends
The ones you adore and the ones you pretend
And its kind of sad and deranged
But its not so bad that it cant be explained
Cause in my mind
Its all a waste of time
And theres no excuse at all
Then I realize, surprise
You were right all along
And I want to know
Have I gone too far
Have I sunk to a brand new low
And I want to know
If Ive gone too far
Cause Ive lost all my self control
Guilty as charged
Ive been convicted and tried
Was it too much to ask for you to take my side
Cause theres nothing here left to defend
When its always me
That you blame in the end
Cause in my mind its the perfect crime
And theres no excuse at all when
I realize
Surprise you were right all along
Nothing is what it seems,
To me youre sleeping without the dreams
Without you, nothing defines me
When Im slipping away
Its only you that can find me and
Im over my head again
Im falling from end to end