Messed Up

We have conversations
我和你說了幾句
I have conversations with myself
還給自己提醒著
With someone else
好像身邊還有人
Staring into nothing
目不轉睛
Staring out at something
發起了呆
I'm not there, I'm everywhere
我心不在焉，心早就飛到了九霄雲外
And when I go back
當我回過神來
Back to the start
回到起點
First time feels so far away
第一次感覺到遙不可及
Far away
遙不可及
I'm just a little messed up
我好像搞砸了
I'm a little out of my head
我有點瘋狂
Looks like I get along fine
看起來我和每個人相處得很好
But most the time I'm just scared
但大多數時候我很害怕
I'm just a little messed up
我好像搞砸了一切
And I think that that's ok
但我覺得這沒什麼
I'm just a little messed up
我有點跟不上節奏
I'm just a little messed up
思路混亂
You have expectations
你對我充滿期望
I have expectations every night
我也對每個夜晚充滿幻想
All the time
總是如此
Better off pretending
但我還是更願假裝
Better to be spending time alone
最好是一個人呆著
Without my phone
遠離社交
And when I go back
當我回過神來
Back to the start
回到起點
Hindsight feels so far away
才發現，一切都如此遙不可及
Far away
遠在天邊
I'm just a little messed up
我很崩潰
I'm a little out of my head
滿腦亂線
Looks like I get along fine
我只是表面風光
But most the time I'm just scared
實際上怕得要死
I'm just a little messed up
我有點跟不上節奏
And I think that that's ok
但我覺得沒什麼大不了的
I'm just a little messed up
我僅僅是有點不爽
I'm just a little messed up
僅僅如此
And when I go back
當我回過神來
Back to the start
回到起點
First time feels so far away
才發現夢想如此遙遠
Far away
伸手不及
Go back back to the start
回到起點
Hindsight feels so far away
才意識到如此不現實
Far away
不現實
I'm just a little messed up
我有些許崩潰
I'm a little out of my head
有些瘋狂
Looks like I get along fine
表面風光
But most the time I'm just scared
實則慌極了
I'm just a little messed up
我有些許崩潰
And I think that that's ok
但我覺得這不成大礙
I'm just a little messed up
我有些許崩潰
I'm just a little messed up
我有些許崩潰
I'm just a little messed up
我有些許崩潰
I'm a little out of my head
我有點瘋狂
Looks like I get along fine
表面風光靚麗
But most the time I'm just scared
實則精神空虛，時時刻刻擔驚受怕
I'm just a little messed up
我有些許崩潰
And I think that that's ok
但我覺得還行
I'm just a little messed up
我有些許崩潰
I'm just a little messed up
我只是有些許崩潰