Before

I've become resistant to myself
我开始抗拒自我
To my weaknesses and pain
抗拒着我的弱点和痛苦
I've become the one who wants to live
我成为了一个想要活下去的人
And just feel alive again
感觉获得了重生
I've changed myself
我已改变了自我
I've become addicted to being strong
我已痴迷于坚强
Started out my second life
开始我的第二人生
And the remnants of your tears and smiles
和你残留的泪水与微笑
Shift deleted from my mind
从我的大脑中删除
Without knowing how it hurts...
不知道这有多痛...
I feel safe
我有了安全感
Without knowing how it hurts...
不知道这有多痛...
I feel safe
我有了安全感
Is this what i really wanted?
这就是我真正想要的吗？