Up And Down

So how's today gonna feel?
今天感觉怎么样?
Need to open my eyes to know what's real
我需要睁大双眼才能认清现实
Now wake up me, come through heavy haze
唤醒我，带我穿过浓重阴霾
And I wish I could unsay words I said
我多想没说过这些话
I'm up and down
我忽浮忽沉
And all of me has turned inside out
被揭穿了面具
I'm up and down
我飘忽不定
Now I've wasted the day
浪费着时光
Made no plans by to slowly waste away
无所规划日渐衰弱
And over and over, it never ends
循环往复永无宁日
And I guess I'll just get back into bed
我想我只会昏昏睡去借此逃避
And I'm up and down
我忽浮忽沉
All of me has turned inside out
被揭穿了面具
And I'm up and down
我飘忽不定
I'm on...
我...
(Half asleep 'cause I'm too early)
（半寐半醒，为时还早）
That I'll never
我决不会
(Had to laugh and it's not funny)
（被迫微笑，明知无聊）
(Fall so deep)
（向无底深渊摔去）
And I'm already down
我早已一蹶不振
And I might not come around
不愿清醒
I'm up and down
我忽浮忽沉
And all of me has turned inside out
被揭穿了面具
I'm up and down
我飘忽不定
And down
摔进深渊
I'm up and down
我忽浮忽沉
Turn inside out
漏了破绽
I'm up and down
我忽浮忽沉
I'm up and down
飘忽不定
Turn inside out
被揭露了真面目
I'm up and down
我飘忽不定
I'm saying our last goodbyes
结束了我俩的关系后
And I'm not coming down
不再失魂落魄
I'm saying our last goodbyes
我们之间不再有羁绊
And I'm not coming down
我也不用再狼狈不堪
I might not come around
却仍不愿清醒
I might not come around
我可能不会恢复
I might not come around
不会振作
I might not come around
不会出现了