Gone

"Gone"
(originally by Charli XCX & Christine and the Queens)

I have to go, I'm so sorry
But it feels so cold in here
I am just now realizing, they don't care
I try real hard, but I'm caught up
By my insecurities
Pour me one more
Watch the ice melt in my fist

I feel so unstable, ****in' hate these people
How they makin' me feel lately
They makin' me weird baby, lately
I feel so unstable, ****in' hate these people
How they makin' me loathe
They makin' me loathe, yeah

Why do we kick when the water runs?
Why do we love if we're so mistaken?
Why do we leave when the chase is done?
(Don't search me in here, I'm already gone, baby)
Why do we kick when the water runs?
Why do we love?

I will lay down, but they're staring
Their eyes like to shine as though
I see myself and I look scared and confused
Wait, did they just talk?
Why is it allowed?
Do they wish to run through me?
Am I just smoke? Am I the sun and
Who'll decide?

I feel so unstable, ****in' hate these people
How they makin' me feel lately
They makin' me weird baby, lately
I feel so unstable, ****in' hate these people
How they makin' me loathe
They makin' me loathe

Why do we kick when the water runs?
Why do we love if we're so mistaken?
Why do we leave when the chase is done?
(Don't search me in here, I'm already gone, baby）
Why do we kick when the water runs?
(Don't search me in here, I'm already gone, baby）