I'm Waking Up to Us

I need someone to take some joy in something I do
You need a man who is either rich or loose in a screw

You know I love you, here's the irony

You're going to walk away intact

I think you never liked me anyway

You like yourself and you like men to kiss your arse

Expensive clothes, please stop me there
I think I'm waking up to us
We're a disaster
You don't want to know me
Because you move in circles of the brave
Where art defines their lives

She was the one love of my life, and I let her go

And if I look like death today

Then please let her know

I never wanted to do harm to her

I only wanted her to see
The beauty of the world surrounding her

But when she opened up her eyes
It's much too late

Our chance has gone
She's with a guy
Who takes the prize for everything I ever showed her

Digging all the fun
Because she's older
I fed her with a spoon
I made her mother smile

I helped the kid survive

She was the one love of my life
She showed me the road

I loved her dog, her steady gaze, the chapter is closed

I always wanted all the best for her

The best thing was to stay away
She grew up and she left the rest of us

And now the understanding's gone
I haven't changed, how could I?

I'm pretty much the same person

I cannot keep the anger hidden anymore
But lucky for you, you are not around
My anger turns to pity and to love
The season has arrived

The season has arrived