How It Feels to Be Lost

Life is walking on a tight rope
生命是在钢丝上行走
With nothing but a blindfold
一无所有 不见前路
It's a long way, it's a long way down
这是一个漫长的，漫长的过程
I'm, yeah, I'm a little crazy
我，好吧，我是有点疯狂
But can you really blame me?
但这真的能怪我吗？
It's a long way, it's a long way down
我以前不是这样的，以前又是多久以前了

每次我快有所进展
For every step that I take
马上就会停滞不前
I take two steps back
这就像被一拳揍在脸上
It's like a punch to the face
这就像被一刀刺入
It's like a knife right in the
（分秒不差，精准无误，正中要害）
(Knife right in the, knife right in the, knife right in the)
这就像被一刀刺入后背

就像一发子弹正中眉心
It's like a knife right in the back
为什么我就是无法理解？
Like a bullet to the head
明明鲜血已经沾染了双手
Why can't I understand?
现在我已经无处可退
The blood is on my hands
也无处可走（无处可走）
Now I'm standing on the edge
就是这种，就是这种感受
With nowhere to go (To go)
就是这种
This is how it feels, this is how it feels
错乱，迷失的感觉
How it feels to be
我曾被困在海中
Lost, lost
努力踩水却毫无进展，了无希望

这是一个漫长的，漫长的过程
I've been stranded in an ocean
为什么我总是濒临在
Treading water but it's hopeless, hopeless
迷失的边缘？我只是在消磨我的生命吗？
It's a long way, it's a long way down
这是一个漫长的，漫长的过程
Why am I always on the brink of
每次我快有所进展
Losing it all? Am I just wasting my time?
马上就会停滞不前
It's a long way, it's a long way down
这就像被一拳揍在脸上

这就像被一刀刺入后背
For every step that I take
就像一发子弹正中眉心
I take two steps back
为什么我无法理解？
It's like a punch to the face
我何时已是满手血污

现在我已经无处可退
It's like a knife right in the back
也无处可走（无处可走）
Like a bullet to the head
就是这种，就是这种感受
Why can't I understand?
就是这种
The blood is on my hands
错乱，失落，迷失的感觉
Now I'm standing on the edge
这是一个漫长的过程（一场漫漫长夜）
With nowhere to go (To go)
这是一个漫长的过程（长夜永无止境）
This is how it feels, this is how it feels
为什么我要这么对待自己？
How it feels to be
为什么我要让自己陷入地狱？
Lost, lost, lost
我最终会理解那些

沾染了我双手的血污吗？
And it's a long way down (It's a long way down)
（分秒不差，精准无误，正中要害）
And it's a long way down (Long way down)
这就像被一刀刺入后背
Why do I do this to myself?
就像一发子弹正中眉心
Why do I put myself through hell?
为什么我就是无法理解？
And will I ever understand
明明鲜血已经沾染了双手
The blood is on my hands?
现在我已经无处可退
(Knife right in the, knife right in the, knife right in the)
也无处可走（无处可走）

就是这种，就是这种感受
It's like a knife right in the back
就是这种
Like a bullet to the head
错乱，迷失的感觉
Why can't I understand
就是这种
The blood is on my hands?
迷失的无助。
Now I'm standing on the edge
With nowhere to go (To go)
This is how it feels, this is how it feels
How it feels to be
Lost, lost
How it feels to be
Lost