Damn Cold

I used to be better at being better
Now I don't even care its whatever whatever
I used to think love meant together forever
But time and space is a ****ed up measure
Too many fake friends that I need to sever
Want my attention but don't make an effort
At least I don't crack when I'm under pressure
A little more numb so I don't remember
What it feels like to be alive
What it feels like to look into your eyes
I'm so far away from everything I've known
You're my home away from home
But this time I'm on my own
I've seen new cities and new faces
Heard some voices in my head
I've lost my patience and ran into complications with my friends
I haven't seen the light inside my soul
It's been so dark and so damn cold
I guess you could have guessed that I'm a little bit depressed
Thoughts up in my mind that I haven't expressed
A few too many things that I'm scared to address
More or less a warfare inside of my chest
I hate to admit but I'm a little bit obsessed
With you your smile the way we digress
Made a little more money got a little more stressed
A little more high just so I could forget
What It feels like to be alive
What it feels like to look into your eyes
I'm so far away from everything I've known
You're my home away from home
But this time I'm on my own
I've seen new cities and new faces
Heard some voices in my head
I've lost my patience and ran into complications with my friends
I haven't seen the light inside my soul
It's been so dark and so damn cold