Everything Unsaid

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For everything unsaid there is a flourish of my pride
现在的沉默不语都源于我不可一世的自尊
It is deep and dark and wide
它深入意识，遍布全身，甚至黑化灵魂
And I can’t tell the weeds from vines
让我对毒酒和美酒已无法分辨
But if I had the strength, I’d move the mountains in my mind
但只要还有力量抵抗，我就会跟丑陋的人格抗争到底
But it’s taking all my time just to start to realize
可惜为时已晚，用尽了所有时间和精力
That I’m not the man I’d hoped to be
才开始认识到我在走火入魔
And though I’m not alone, I still feel so lonely
虽不是单独一人，但沉重的孤独感却把我单独隔离
Come Monday I’ve forgotten all the promises you said
新的一天到来，与你许下的承诺也统统忘掉了
All your holy words in red
山盟海誓变成海枯石烂
Wreathed in guilt and golden thread
我自惭形愧，光环全无
And If I had the strength to be who others say I am
若我还有力量去改变成他们期待中的我的样子
I wouldn’t look into my eyes and see the shadow of a man
我会奋不顾身，义无反顾
Well I’m not who they say I have become
可惜为时已晚，我已经让他们失望了
For I know the things I’ve said wont compare with what I’ve done
我很清楚，不管说多少慰藉人心的道歉也抚平不了讹谬所撕裂的伤口
Oh oh oh oooh
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Now all of these monstrosities are choices I have made
所有的如同巨兽般骇人听闻的荒谬都是我所为
And they will not go away,
当然它们不会凭空消失
I’ve made my bed and here I lay
但一人做事一人当，我会尽力解决
And is there still forgiveness if we know what we have done?
是否存在一种原谅去让那些清醒认识错误的人悬崖勒马？
Woe, to every single one who spared the rod and blamed the son
对那些疏于管教而又责怪孩子不听话的人来说
Well it’s not just the day that needs the night
不只有白天才需要黑夜来进行交替
Seems to me it’s in the darkness we can finally see the light
在我看来，只有经历过绝望的黑暗才会懂得一丝光明也是一份希望
Oh oh oh oooh
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