i'd prefer an unmarked grave

What's the point of trying
努力意义何在
I ask myself when i wake up
醒来就这样询问自己
I can't ignore the feeling that
一种感觉在穷追不舍
I'm doing everything wrong
告诉我我搞砸了一切
My plans seems so unstable
我的目标游移不定
I hope they all work out
却不妨碍我期盼它们都能实现
Stumbling, i'm unable
一再失言，我
To be sure about anything now
在现在一切尚未明了的时候
I got nothing good to say
已经失去了乐观的能力
So i'd prefer an unmarked grave
所以请为我竖起无名的墓碑
My embarrassing words leave a bitter
令人难堪的话难说出口
Taste in mouth every single day
好像总是带着苦味
I got nothing good to say
我不敢再抱任何希望
So i'd prefer an unmarked grave
所以请为我竖起无名的墓碑
My embarrassing words leave a bitter
我笨拙的言辞
Taste in mouth every single day
每天在口中留下苦涩的余味
I love a few people
难得我心有所属
I don't think they love me back
却得不到爱的回馈
I know i'm undeserving
人间不值得
I just waste away intact
我失去了自己
My halo is dim now
黯淡了光辉
I'm just an outcast
被驱逐是一种荣幸
But i never fit in
这说明你曾被接纳过
My happiness bypassed
与所有幸运背道而驰之后
I got nothing good to say
我更相信天公不作美
So i'd prefer an unmarked grave
所以请为我竖起无名的墓碑
My embarrassing words leave a bitter
我笨拙的言辞
Taste in mouth every single day
每天在口中留下苦涩的余味
I got nothing good to say
我不在抱任何希望
So i'd prefer an unmarked grave
所以请为我竖起无名的墓碑
My embarrassing words leave a bitter
愚蠢的话语结下苦果
Taste in mouth every single day
使我不得不反复回味