jealous of my friends

Wake up in my own bed
在我的床上甦醒過來
And there's no one there to take up any space
即便身旁與內心深處都空無一人
I'm never getting sick of it
可我從不為此感到厭倦
Have my breakfast on the floor
趴在地上吃著早飯
And leave some breadcrumbs I ignore without complaints
麵包屑掉在地上我選擇毫無怨言地視而不見
There's no one there to pick on me
又沒人會來指責我
But sometimes, when I go to sleep
可有時當我即將入睡
And all I have is me
我才發現小丑竟是我自己
I would like to share my sheets
我好想有個人能
With somebody
與我共枕入眠
Of course I'm getting jealous of my friends
當然啦我確實對我朋友心生嫉妒
They say how much they really love
他們老是喜歡凡爾賽
To be in a relationship
自己戀愛多麼美好吧啦吧啦
And never have been happier than this
還說從未有過如此的幸福
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it
好吧我承認我也正想念著曾經的戀情
I'm so good at being alone
可我已經習慣獨處了
I thought I almost don't remember how it felt
我想我也基本忘掉
The time I was in love with love
那些曾戀愛過的甜蜜時光
I'm so comfy in my role
我現在對我自己很滿意了
Of having power and control of how things end
有自主判斷的能力自力更生
And that way I'm not getting dumb
所以我不會對此感到麻木
But sometimes when my thoughts runs deep
可有時當我陷入沉思
And all I have is me
我才發現小丑竟是我自己
I would like to share my feels
我好想有個人能
With somebody
同我互相傾訴相互慰藉
Of course I'm getting jealous of my friends
當然啦我確實對我朋友心生嫉妒
They say how much they really love
他們老是喜歡凡爾賽
To be in a relationship
自己戀愛多麼美好吧啦吧啦
And never have been happier than this
還說從未有過如此的幸福
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it
好吧我承認我也正想念著曾經的戀情
Of course I'm getting jealous of my friends
當然啦我確實對我朋友心生嫉妒
They post a lot of photos from their couples only dinner
他們社交賬號上都是他們和對象成雙成對共進晚餐的照片
While I'm by myself and eating in my sweats
此時此刻我卻像孤獨的小丑一樣獨自進食
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it
好吧我承認我也正想念著曾經的戀情
I'm starting to get tired of myself
我已經厭倦孤獨的自我了
Just like romantic movies
假如我身處戀愛電影之中
I would like the happy ending
本仙女也想要甜甜的戀愛結局嘛
It's time for me to let somebody in
是時候該找個對象了
So don't you break my heart
所以你可千萬別讓我為情所傷
Of course I'm getting jealous of my friends
當然啦我確實對我朋友心生嫉妒
They say how much they really love
他們老是喜歡凡爾賽
To be in a relationship
自己戀愛多麼美好吧啦吧啦
And never have been happier than this
還說從未有過如此的幸福
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it
好吧我承認我也正想念著曾經的戀情
I'm so jealous
我真是個小丑
So ****ing, * ***ing jealous of my friends
我是真的真的好嫉妒我那群朋友
They post a lot of photos from their couples only dinner
他們社交賬號上都是他們和對象成雙成對共進晚餐的照片
While I'm by myself and eating in my sweats
此時此刻我卻像孤獨的小丑一樣獨自進食
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it
好吧我承認我也正想念著曾經的戀情