Fading Lately

Fading Lately
Song By Katie Costello
I 've been finding reasons
To tell myself that I 'm not really here or there much
I 've been making scrapbooks
Of all the places I would like to go when I 'm home
And I 've got ways to disappear
And now I can 't find my way out of here
Am I really here?
I don ' t know where I 've been lately
All I see is myself fading
I don 't know who I 've been lately
All I see is this place fading
I 've been playing dress up
Trying to find a sweater that makes sense,given the climate
I 've been wearing glasses
To let myself see the blurry mess,that I 've yet to relate with
And I ' ve got ways to disappear
And now I can 't find my way out of here
Am I really here?
I don 't know where I 've been lately
All I see is myself fading
I don 't know who I 've been lately
All I see is this place fading
I just need to watch some TV
To get a better sense of what I shouldn 't be
I didn 't use breadcrumbs and now I 'm stuck in this place
I left my compass at home and now I can 't find my way
I just didn 't,I just need,and now I can 't find my way
I don 't know where I 've been lately
Everything has changed vaguely
I don 't know who I 've been lately
All I see is this place fading
I don 't know where I 've been lately
All I see is myself fading