Split - Live at The Wiltern

VERSE 1
It's a West Coast winter, sun's still a furnace
西海岸冬日已至卻仍驕陽似火
So I keep tanning, just never on purpose
故我不甚刻意便能一身古銅色
I'm saturated in equal parts sun and doubt
陽光照耀我等量的懷疑亦撲向我
So I turn the fan on high and hope I sweat it out
所以我大開風扇希望能出出汗
VERSE 2
Christmas is coming, I miss my mama
聖誕節將至我念起媽媽
least I got my daddy, but he's in Jakarta
至少我還有爸爸但他在雅加達
And there it's raining, while here it's dry as bone
那裡正值雨季而這裡太過乾燥
Kinda wish I knew what I meant when I say I miss home
有些希望能明晰自己說想家時心中的所想
CHORUS
Guess I'm forever caught between two worlds
我想我在兩個世界之間永久為難
Right foot rock, left foot hard place, head & heart at war
進退維谷心神交戰
I do my best between addresses, wish I were on either side of the foreign wall
我在兩邊都竭盡全力希望我身處那陌生外牆哪邊都好
Always part of me missing,
我有些迷惘
but no one sees a difference,
但無人察覺異樣
cause I split them all
因為我把我的兩面都分開
VERSE 3
Spread so thin, I'm low on emotional bandwidth
人微言輕我情感缺失
The voice in my head speaks a different language
腦海裡的聲音說著截然不同的語言
And where I live, they believe, you only have yourself
而我棲居之地他們相信你唯有自己相陪
But where I'm from, you're taught to be somebody else
但在我的家鄉你被如是教導要蛻變成不同模樣
So hellos are short, goodbyes are only half-farewells
所以問候很潦草再見只是隱匿的告別
CHORUS
Oh I guess I'm forever caught between two worlds
我想我在兩個世界之間永久為難
Right foot rock, left foot hard place, head & heart at war
進退維谷心神交戰
I do my best between addresses, wish I were on either side of the foreign wall
我在兩邊都竭盡全力希望我身處那陌生外牆哪邊都好
Always part of me missing,
我有些迷惘
but no one sees a difference, cause I split them all
但無人察覺異樣因為我把我的兩面都分開