sick joke
Dont wake me up
別叫醒我
Its the best that Ive felt in weeks
這可是幾週以來最宜人的一天
And to be completely honest
坦白地講
Id rather be happily dead or asleep
現在我寧求痛快的死或是熱烈的夢
Sit back and listen, close your eyes if you feel it
閉上眼睛，坐下聆聽，試著共情
Cause Im questioning everything, its affecting all my decisions
我是這樣一個多疑的人，以至於我總搖擺不定
I saw you in the mirror and switched up my rhythm
我錯愕地發現你在鏡中，不由自主地血脈賁張
Am I chasing a dream?
我在追求一個虛無的夢嗎？
Or am I caught in the middle of it?
還是我被它囚禁了？
Sometimes I wonder
有時候我遐想
If life is some sick joke
如果生活只是一場惡作劇
Will I wake up and its over?
是不是隨著我的覺醒，一切苦難都會終結？
No, Im still here and Im not dead
可惜，我還站在現世，且尚存一息
(No, Im still here and Im not dead)
活在當下，一息尚存
And most days, it all feels the same
大多數日子我都一樣的麻木
I cant tell no difference in pleasure and pain
我已經不能分清喜悅和痛苦
And it makes me sick, sick joke
生活將鈍刀架在我的喉嚨上
Like life is shoving its fingers to the back of my throat
像是在開一個險惡的玩笑
And sometimes I wonder
有時候我憧憬
If life is some sick joke
要是生活只是一場兒戲
Will I wake up and its over?
是不是隨著我的醒來，一切不幸都能了卻？
No, Im still here and Im not dead
可我還活在當下且一息尚存
And Ill hold on to a moment
但我仍然會窘迫地堅持
Like a sad kid to a blanket
就像毯子裡飽受誤解的小孩
Would you tell me that Im okay?
你會來安慰我嗎？
That Im still here and Im not dead
就只是提醒我我還活著
(No, Im still here and Im not dead)
氣息尚存
(No, Im still here and Im notdead)
苟延殘喘
Sit back and listen, close your eyes if you feel it
閉上眼睛，坐下聆聽，試著共情
Cause Im questioning everything, its affecting all my decisions
現在的我質疑一切，包括我自己的決斷
I saw you in the mirror and switched up my rhythm
我錯愕地發現鏡中是你，不由自主地血脈賁張
Am I chasing a dream?
我在尋求一個縹緲的夢嗎？
Or am I caught in the middle of it?
還是我被它愚弄了？
And someday, Ill find you
終有一天我能找到你
Like an old key to a locked door
像是磨損的鑰匙在鎖眼裡嘎吱作響
Is it all just some sick joke?
我祈禱這一切都只是一出惡毒的玩笑
Am I still here?
我還活在當下嗎？
Cause I cant tell
我分辨不出
Sometimes I wonder
有時我期待
If life is some sick joke
如果生活只是在搞一起惡作劇
Will I wake up and its over?
能不能讓這一切苦楚煙消雲散
No, Im still here and Im not dead
現實是我還須承受這一切
And Ill hold on to a moment
但我仍然會窘迫地堅持
Like a sad kid to a blanket
就像毯子裡委屈的小孩
Would you tell me that Im okay?
你會來安慰我嗎？
That Im still here and Im not dead
就只是告訴我，我還活著