Pretending

I saw the face in the window
我望見窗戶倒映出的面孔
Lighting up a cigarette
點燃一支香煙
Smokey brown eyeshadow
棕色的煙熏眼妝
I learnt it from a woman on the internet
我從網上的一個女人那兒學來的
Oh, how the hell have you been, babe?
你都經歷了什麼啊
Put your coat on the bed
把你的外套放到床上
Let me get you a cup
讓我給你拿杯酒
Sip it up up, right to your head
一口喝下，讓那感覺直衝大腦
All the people over there
那邊的所有人
They don't seem to have a care
他們似乎都沒有留意
I'm so ****ing self aware, it's exhausting
我卻提心吊膽，真讓人精疲力盡
And no matter how I try
不管我怎麼努力
I repeat it every night, every night, every night, every night
每天晚上這情景總會再次發生
I'm done pretending, pretending
我受夠假裝了
Done pretending
我不想再假裝了
All of my heroes are way more sad than me
能拯救我的英雄們遠比我更沮喪
Am I the only one pretending, pretending
只有我一個人在假裝嗎
One pretending?
只有我一個人嗎
Oh, who are you so afraid to be? To be? To be? To be? To be?
你到底在害怕成為誰呢
I lied about liking your dress
我撒謊說喜歡你的裙子
I lied about sticking around
我撒謊說想留在這兒
I lied about knowing the band that you talked and talked all night about
我撒謊說知道你整夜說個不停的那個樂隊
So take it up with the jury
所以跟陪審團說去吧
'Cause I don't really care anymore
因為我真的都不在乎了
And if you listen real close you might just hear the penny drop on the floor
如果你仔細聽的話，你可能會聽到一粒硬幣剛剛落地
All the people over there
那邊的所有人
They don't seem to have a care
他們似乎都沒有留意
I'm so ****ing self aware, it's exhausting
我卻提心吊膽，真讓人精疲力盡
And no matter how I try
不管我怎麼努力
I repeat it every night, every night, every night, every night
每天晚上這情景總會再次發生
I'm done pretending, pretending
我受夠假裝了
Done pretending
我不想再假裝了
All of my heroes are way more sad than me
能拯救我的英雄們遠比我更沮喪
Am I the only one pretending, pretending
只有我一個人在假裝嗎
One pretending?
只有我一個人嗎
Oh, who are you so afraid to be? To be? To be? To be? To be?
你到底在害怕成為誰呢
Am I the only one pretending, pretending, one pretending?
只有我一個人在假裝嗎
Leave me alone (Am I the only one pretending, pretending, one pretending?)
讓我一個人靜靜吧
I wanna go home (Am I the only one pretending, pretending , one pretending?)
我只想回家
Leave me alone (Am I the only one pretending, pretending, one pretending?)
讓我一個人靜靜吧
I wanna go home (Am I the only one pretending, pretending, one pretending, pretending?)
我只想回家