Prod by BLACKFAT洪汝超
Intro:
The new neighbor was renovating
彼時新搬來的鄰居在裝修
I tried to capture the voice behind the screen from the noise
我嘗試從噪音中捕捉屏幕另頭的聲音
Pretend I was listening carefully
假裝我在認真地聽
In front of me was a messy desk
眼前是凌亂的書桌
The knotted earphone cable fell off
打結的耳機線掉落
Orange sunlight in the blinds
百葉窗縫隙裡的橘色
Applied colours to the bush fire
陽光渲染了山火
Unconsciously, another day had passed
不知不覺一天又過
Opened NetEase cloud and squandered time
打開網易云把時間揮霍
Hip Pop was like the virgin land in my heart
說唱是我心中處女地
原以為覺醒的那天早已註入為血液
Thought that Woken Day was injected in my veins
卻發現它們才無藥可救而我只是我
Then I noticed they needed vaccine and Im just me
Verse 1:
In the ruins of my memory, a boy appeared in front of me
當我拾起記憶殘骸眼前浮現一個男孩
With extra -long fringe, in the last row of the classroom
留著過長流海坐教室最後一排
Someone from the other class bet he must be a girl
鄰班同學打賭它絕對是個女孩
He was proud, so he didnt care about them
他自認心高氣傲便不屑跟他們計較
Fortunately, the world was not as bad as he thought
幸得這個世界沒有他想得那麼糟糕
He kept silent and buried most of the ambiguity
他沉默不語便埋沒大多數歧義
Learned to be competent for being an ordinary, solve equations in other ways
學會勝任普通人用別的方法解方程
But not everyone was that lucky
但並非所有人都能這麼幸運：
A girl was peeped into her diary
一個女生被偷看了日記
The difference was that she stood up to uphold justice for herself
不同的是她站出來為自己伸張正義
However at that time, everyone accused her of being stingy
這時候所有人都指責她小氣
This included the class teacher andhimself
其中包括班主任也包括他自己
Gray building oppressed, everyone was busy playing monologues
灰色建築壓抑人人都忙著扮演獨角戲
Hook:
Thirteen second cycle
十三秒鐘循環
Memory loss pill
記憶喪失藥丸
Late night mood flooding
深夜情緒氾濫
To a day of stumbling
到一天步履蹣跚
Verse 2:
Heaven or hell? CE teacher said: 'Dont worry
上天堂還是下地獄ce老師說太多慮
Ignoring the creator is the greatest mistake
“只要將造物主無視就是最大的不是
No matter how much good a man does, it still wont change anything.'
無論一個人做了多少好事都無濟於事”
After hearing this, I vowed to develop a 'vaccine' specifically for:
我聽了默默發誓將來研究疫苗專治：
Using Book of myths to deify the void
用一本神話假大空神化
The body was alienated, the innocent was assimilated
軀殼被生化無辜者被同化
The soul couldnt sublimated, couldnt get rid of falsehood
靈魂不得昇華也泯滅不了假話
Held a pre-disaster carnival
舉辦大難前的嘉年華
Listen: Pompous style of conversation from the 'Bill-sharing debutantes'
聽拼單名媛談吐浮誇
Look: Gesture from a blind busker
看失明街頭藝人比劃
Smell: Chinese calligraphy written in a foreign land
聞異國他鄉寫的書法
Hate: the polarization of news comments:
恨新聞熱評兩極分化
'The bush fire, the leakage of nuclear waste water, pass through other currents first'
“山火縱橫核廢水洩露先經過別的洋流”
'Its karma, they deserve that, go back and get calcium, none of them can compete with us.'
“他們活該回去補鈣沒一個能比我們牛”
These ugly appearances of schadenfreude couldnt be concealed
幸災樂禍的樣子難掩醜陋
Dim eyes didnt know how to prepare for a rainy day
黯淡的眼眸不懂未雨綢繆
Mind kind was a community with a shared future, but you acted like it was none of your business
人類是命運共同體你卻表現得事不關己
Outro:
Thats why after all I cant imagine a world without religion
所以我也無法想像 沒有宗教的世界
No need to enlighten my life, no matter what the plan is
我的人生無需誰來點化不管那冥冥中的計劃
兼容 Janusian