wont let in

I get so lost in my thoughts
我沉溺在思緒深處
Wander the streets til its dark
在街邊徘徊直到天黑
When its 2 AM, I cant sleep
現在是凌晨兩點，我仍無法入睡
Im losin my sanity
我在失去理智
Im losin my clarity, I cant see
我在分崩離析
Life got ahold of my neck
生活掐住我的喉嚨
When Im thinkin of you, Ill be thinkin of death
讓我一想到你，就想到死亡
I get up out of bed soon as everything is finished
如果一切結束，我很快會醒來
Nothings every making sense
一無所有，亦是所有
Cause I know that I want to belong somewhere
我想也許是我在找尋寄託
I let go, I cant fall, but I know its there
我放空思緒，輾轉反側，它在那裡
I complain, I stay sane, its all in my head
我不禁抱怨，嘗試冷靜，它仍不肯離去
Act like Im grown anyways, I
我表現得自己很成熟
Try to make it work out, but I just dont get it
也想把問題解決，只是還沒搞清狀況
But I wont break, let the bad in
但我不會放棄，讓人趁虛而入
The sad in me, I wont let in
我內心的悲傷，我不與人說
The sad in me, I wont let in
我內心的失落，我守口如瓶
Try to make it work out, but I just dont get it
我試過解決一切，只是還不知如何下手
But I wont break, let the bad in
但我不會停下，讓人悄悄溜進
The sad in me, I wont let in
我內心的悲傷，我閉口不言
The sad in me, I wont let in
我內心的失落，我保持緘默
I dont wanna say my final words tonight
今晚我還不打算告別
Cause I know I need to move on
我知道日子需要前進
I got so much left to do and its just gettin hard
我還有很多事情沒做，堆積如山，日漸棘手
But I feel like Im drivin from the back of my car
日子輕鬆，卻總在擔心憂慮
Cause I know that I wantto belong somewhere
也許我知道自己總會在某天到達某處
I let go, I cant fall, but I know its there
我輕鬆時，我失眠時，我知道它都在那裡
I complain, I stay sane, its all in my head
我抱怨時，我冷靜時，它都在我的腦海裡
Act like Im grown anyways, I
表現得自己很成熟
Try to make it work out, but I just dont get it
我會把問題解決，只是還沒搞清狀況
But I wont break, let the bad in
但我不會放棄，讓人趁虛而入
The sad in me, I wont let in
我內心的悲傷，我不與人說
The sad in me, I wont let in
我內心的失落，我守口如瓶
Try to make it work out, but I just dont get it
我試過解決一切，只是還不知如何下手
But I wont break, let the bad in
但我不會停下，讓人悄悄溜進
The sad in me, I wont let in
我的悲傷啊，就讓它帶進墳墓
The sad in me, I wont let in
我的悲傷啊，就讓它沉入海底...