Uncontrollably

We tried to close your mouth when you died
我們試著在你死後合上你的嘴
We thought it looked undignified
可這看起來太不體面了
We could not close it
所以我們不能

I went to tell the nurse you had died
我過去告訴護士你已經斷氣了
She looked like she did not really mind
她一副滿不在乎的表情
I could not blame her
我不能怪她

Then I took myself outside
然後我出去走了走
l felt that you were more out there
仍感到你就在外面
If that makes sense
倘若...一切可以奏效

Then I started to cry
隨後我開始哭泣
Uncontrollably
愈發控制不住自己
Man came up to me
一個男人向我走來
Said, 'Can I help?'
問我是否需要幫助
I said, 'You know what? I don't think you can'
我說:'你什麼都不懂你幫不了我的'
'But thanks'
'但謝謝你的好意'

Sun was so bright on the drive back
驅車歸家的路上陽光如此耀眼
So much so for a moment I believed
以至於那一刻我開始相信
In some kind of sun god
所謂太陽就是上帝

I slept surprisingly well that night
那晚我懷著驚喜睡去
But I woke up early like l'm used to
醒來一切便照若從前
Like you used to
就像你曾經那樣

Then I stared to cry
隨後我開始哭泣
Uncontrollably
愈發控制不住自己
Time came up to me
時間逼近
No more help
我孤苦無援
Life in front of me
面前便是生活

Life in front of me
面前便是生活
Life in front of me
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面前便是生活
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面前便是生活

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面前便是生活
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面前便是生活
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面前便是生活
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面前便是生活

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面前便是生活
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面前便是生活
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面前便是生活
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面前便是生活
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面前便是生活
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面前便是生活
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面前便是生活