I'm sick of hearing that I changed up
我受夠了聽到說我改變了
Everybody wanna keep me chained up
每個人都想束縛我
Check if this a race, if I'm running and you're walking, I can't wait up, straight up
如果這是一場比賽如果我在跑而你在走我不會等你而是會直接走
I feel like I'm the same as when I came up
我感覺我和剛出名的時候一樣
It's still f!ck a record label, still f!ck a manager
還是那個唱片公司還是那個經紀人
Still do it all with my girl from my home
還是和家裡的女孩一起
Yeah, I bought some Gucci, but I hardly even wear it
是的我買了一些Gucci 但我幾乎很少穿它們
I was stoked that after thirty years, I finally wasn't broke
如果三十年後我沒有破產的話我會狂喜
And I don't like that stuff, the vibe ain't tough
我不喜歡那些衣服它們不是很有範
I should go and soak the clothes in gasoline and light that up
我應該去把它們泡在汽油裡然後一把火把它點燃
All these stupid little rappers popping Xanax, bad examples for our children
所有這些愚蠢的rapper們讓嗑藥變得流行給孩子們做了不好的示範
I will never write that, bruh
我從來不會那樣
I'm the same man living like I used to
我還是活的像以前一樣
Do it for my fans, getting famous off of YouTube
為了我的粉絲慢慢在油管上變得有名
Hope they understand I'm only human, didn't know that making music
希望他們能理解我只是個不知道做音樂
Will be so f!cking confusing, no excuses, that's the truth, too
會這麼讓人迷惑的普通人這不是藉口是事實
I will always be the person who I used to be
我還是那個以前的我
I ain't wearing diamonds, I ain't lying 'bout my jewelry
我不會穿金戴銀也不會閒置我的珠寶
Every chain is fake, and all that Gucci isn't new to me
所有的項鍊都是假貨所有的Gucci也是二手貨
I bought it secondhand so I look cool on your computer screen
我買了二手貨所以你在電腦上看我時會覺得我很酷
So I'm tired of being analyzed by fans like they're scientists
我厭倦了被以為自己是科學家的粉絲去分析
And criticized for every single rhyme I spit
去批評我說的每一句韻腳
If you really think I changed, quest my sister 'bout her wedding dress
如果你真的覺得我變了就去問問我妹妹的婚紗
My dad about Nepal or my mom 'bout her appliances
我爸爸關於尼泊爾的事或者和我媽媽談談她的家電
他們會說我出賣了初心根本不愛我
They say I sold out, love me poor
他們根本不想再和我打交道
They don't f!ck with me no more
說我變了他們現在厭倦我
Say I changed up, now they're bored
他們想念以前的那個我
They miss the way I was before
我猜是因為我紅了他們瘋了
I guess I sold out, they're mad
我有了金牙LV包
Gold mouth, Louis bag
但是我的存在
But everything I was
造就了我的一切
Made me everything I, everything I am
聽著我明白所有的批評都被證實了
一起度過這麼多年現在我們正在經歷一個可怕的時刻
Look, I get it, all the criticism verified
相信我如果我親眼看到我的英雄表現得與以往不同
Spent some years together, now we're going through a scary time
他看起來要改變我會跌倒我會害怕
Trust me, if I witnessed my hero been acting different
但是想像一下:蟑螂正在從櫥櫃裡爬出來
It seemed like he might be switching, I'd be tripping, I'd be terrified
我當時住在貧民區問我母親借錢
But picture this: roach is climbing out the cupboards
我那時精神崩潰女朋友也在掙扎
I was living in the ghetto, borrowed money from my mother
後來我一夜成名我們付清了債務
I just had a mental breakdown, my girlfriend in the struggle
去了Gucci和Louis 把它們搬到了一個安全的地方
Then I blew up overnight and we were covered
開始做我們躺下時夢寐以求的事
We went to Gucci and Louis, moved out the hood to a safe house
現在所有人都說我變了他們痛恨我
Started doing things that we dreamed when we laid down
我試著給我女朋友看，“嘿，寶貝，我們現在還好”
Now everybody's saying that I changed and they hateloud
我仍然向任何想要阻止我的
I was tryna show my girl like, 'Hey, babe, we're okay now'
唱片公司的大廳的窗戶扔磚頭
Still throw a brick through the window of the lobby
仍然為每一個有故事的孤獨的人發聲
Of any record label who tryna stop me
他們不會說因為他們從來沒有人
Still be the voice of every single lonely person with the story
對製度、製藥公司和每一個瘋狂的政客不滿
They can't tell because they never had nobody
每一個被激怒的千禧一代都會聽不進去
Still f!ck the system and pharma and every whack politician
我陷入了嘗試展示給黑子們看我做了什麼的困境
And every triggered millennial too offended to listen
我忘了我曾經承諾過要成為Thomas
I got caught up in tryna show all the haters I did it
我理解為什麼每個人後來都說我變了
And I forgot that being Thomas was the promise I'd given
但是我厭倦了所有事一成不變
I understand why everybody lately saying I changed
我發誓我會用燃料和火焰燒了它們
But I get bored of everything that stays exactly the same
在我迷失自己變成我討厭的人之前
I promise that I'll burn it down with fuel and flames
他們說我出賣了初心很討厭我
Before I lose myself and become all the things that I hate
他們再也不想和我打交道
說我變了他們現在厭倦了
They say I sold out, love me poor
他們想念以前的我
They don't f!ck with me no more
我想是因為我紅了他們瘋了
Say I changed up, now they're bored
我有了金牙LV包
They miss the way I was before
但是我的存在
I guess I sold out, they're mad
造就了我的一切
Gold mouth , Louis bag
我從我的錯誤中學習成長改變
But everything I was
但我發誓我還是那個我
Made me everything I, everything I am
我一路上跌倒了很多次遠超過我能承受的
但我還好
I learned from my mistakes, I grew up and I changed
他們說我出賣了初心根本不愛我
But I swear I'm still the same
他們再也不想和我打交道
I fell along the way so more than I could take
說我變了他們現在很煩我
But I turned out okay
他們想念以前的我
我想是因為我紅了他們瘋了
They say I sold out, love me poor
我有了金牙LV包
They don't f!ck with me no more
但是我的存在
Say I changed up, now they're bored
造就了我的一切
They miss the way I was before
他們說我出賣了初心根本不愛我
I guess I sold out, they're mad
他們再也不想和我打交道
Gold mouth, Louis bag
說我變了他們現在很煩我
But everything I was
他們想念以前的我
Made me everything I , everything I am
我覺得是因為我紅了他們瘋了
我有了金牙LV包
They say I sold out, love me poor
但是我的存在
They don't f!ck with me no more
造就了我的一切
Say I changed up, now they're bored
They miss the way I was before
I guess I sold out, they're mad
Gold mouth, Louis bag
But everything I was
Made me everything I, everything I am
Sellout