Angels

It's not the liquor I'm addicted to, it's feeling brave
讓我沉醉其中的不是酒精，而是酒精帶來的勇氣
The feeling of not feeling the pain
萬千感覺之內再無痛苦
I been on and off the bottle, I put oxys up my nostrils, believe me
我斷斷續續的喝酒，我拼命呼吸，相信我
You do anything to breathe before you suffocate
你會在你窒息之前想盡一切辦法去呼吸
I couldn't stop it, staying clean was not an option
我阻止不了我自己，我沒辦法戒掉毒癮
I was tryna be myself but being me was such a problem
我想做我自己，但是這對我來說是個問題
I just wanted to be Thomas, but Thomas was at the bottom of a hole he dug
我想成為托馬斯那樣的人，但是即便是他也深陷於自己所刨的坑
And getting comfortable inside a coffin, ay
在棺材裡面舒舒服服的躺著，是啊
He locked it and swallowed the key, he caught up, forgot all his dreams
他把它鎖上然後把鑰匙吞了下去，忘掉了他所有的夢想
Robbed outta calm and became embalmed in a toxic routine
無法再保持鎮靜，像是用有毒的物質做了常規的防腐處理
Beer was the escape but I got stuck escaping
啤酒是一種解脫，但是我無法擺脫
Whiskey was the blanket in the coldest basement
在最寒冷的地下室中，威士忌就像是溫暖的毯子
Way before the fame, I was wasted
在一鳴驚人的黎明時刻，我失敗了
Freezing , doing anything I could to keep the flame lit
冰冷刺骨，我只能盡我所能來保持溫度
To anyone going through the same sh!t
給那些正在和我一樣經受折磨的人們
Heaven's got enough angels, you need to stay here
天堂裡面座無虛席，所以你要留在這裡

我也不能強求你留下，但是有時候離開不是一個選擇
And I can't make you stay but sometimes going ain't a choice
你所做的每一個選擇都無法逃避
And every choice you make is one that you didn't avoid
揮鞭，棄車，燒橋，追星

你會在黑暗中發現怪物，但是什麼都不值得
Crash the whip and ditch the car, burn a bridge, follow the stars
有時候很難看清真相（透過淚水）
You'll find monsters in the dark but nothing's worth it till it's hard
但是任何地方都要比這裡好（直面恐懼）
Sometimes it's hard to see things clear (Through your tears)
讓我上癮的不是酒精，是酒精帶來的強大感
But anywhere is way better than here (Fight your fears)
當你人生之中的一半時間都在被人所欺負的時候，你會感到軟弱無力，但是這遠遠不夠

然後你喝了幾杯酒，隨即興奮了起來
It's not the liquor I'm addicted to, it's feeling tough
最後你有了保護自己的勇氣，並且大力揮出一拳
When you get bullied half your life you feel weak like you just ain't enough
腎上腺素會奔湧進你的大腦和血液
Then you have a couple drinks and you catch a buzz
醉心於自信，這可以說是最好的藥物了
And finally have the courage to defend yourself and throw a punch
每晚都在最新的酒吧追逐夢想
And that adrenaline goes straight into your brain and blood
你曾經最喜歡的東西不知何時變成了危險的依靠
Addicted to the confidence, it's practically the greatest drug
它思故它在
Chasing dragons every night in all the latest clubs
這就是它不可能喜歡我們的原因
What used to be your favorite thing somehow became a dangerous crutch
我有很棒的父母，很鐵的哥們，很高的圍牆和漂亮的衣服
It was what it was
我在好的學校，我有帥氣的外表，優異的成績，也有大把可以浪費的時間
And that's the thing, it can happen to like any of us
可是正常的狀態只能維持很短一段時間
I had great parents, tight friends, strong walls, nice threads
一個錯誤的選擇引發了惡性循環
Good school, good looking, good grades, time spent
我花了我半生的時間來爬出我給自己挖的那個“洞”
Being normal only lasted for a while
就像天堂有天使一樣，我們的家也需要你
One bad choice sparked a downward spiral
我不能強求你留下，但是有時候離開不是一個選擇
I've spent half my life tryna climb outta that hole
你所做的每一個選擇都無法逃避
Heaven's got angels, we need you at home
揮鞭，棄車，燒橋，追星

你會在黑暗中發現怪物，但是什麼都不值得
And I can't make you stay but sometimes going ain't a choice
有時候很難看清真相（透過淚水）
And every choice you make is one that you didn't avoid
但是任何地方都要比這裡好（直面恐懼）

我們上癮的不是酒，而是其他的所有東西
Crash the whip and ditch the car, burn a bridge, follow the stars
我們曾擁有過幸福，但是我如今已忘掉那種感覺
You'll find monsters in the dark but nothing's worth it till it's hard
我們和魔鬼一起痛飲，因為我們正穿過地獄
Sometimes it's hard to see things clear (Through your tears)
向上帝祈求一點幫助
But anywhere is way better than here (Fight your fears)
哥們，我經歷過，我去過，我也喝過那些酒

我把那些藥含在嘴裡，然後吐進水槽裡面
It ain' t the liquor we're addicted to, it's everything else
真相其實並不都是美好的，聽好了，這是一個棘手的問題
The happiness we had but we forget how it felt
你要么被你的天使所救，要么就變成一個天使
We been drinking with the devil 'cause we're going through hell
揮鞭，棄車，燒橋，追星
Pray to God for a little bit of help
你會在黑暗中發現怪物，但是什麼都不值得
Man, I been there, I did those things, I drank those drinks
有時候很難看清真相（透過淚水）
I took those pills, I puked in sinks
但是任何地方都要比這裡好（直面恐懼）
And the truth ain't pretty, listen up, it's a tough one
You get saved by your angels or become one

Crash the whip and ditch the car, burn a bridge, follow the stars
You'll find monsters in the dark but nothing's worth it till it's hard
Sometimes it's hard to see things clear (Through your tears)
But anywhere is way better than here (Fight your fears)