Breaking Me To Pieces

Damn
Its like Im sentenced to twenty-five to life, trapped in my mind
Ive been hopin for a sign, prayin for a sign, tryin
Tryna stay alive but I feel like Im dyin
Dark clouds around, all the voices stay silent
I keep you in my life, but no, its not because I need you
I learned people show you how they feel by how they treat you and mislead you
Im sick of trustin all these people
They cant even look themselves in the mirror cause they see-through
They say your closest enemies are the people you know
They say the pain is necessary, its the reason we grow
They say that love is temporary and one day we let go
We eventually move on from all the feelings we show, ****
It feel like its breaking me to pieces
Running out of things and people to believe in
It feel like I found all my demons
Chasin all my dreams, yeah
Its not what it seems
And it feel like Im runnin out of time
I just cant decide if I wanna be alive
And it feel like I dont wanna leave, but
Every day that pass me, its gettin harder to breathe
And it feel like
The ones I needed left me on my own
It feel like Im drivin, swervin, bout to lose control
It feel like, ayy, maybe Im just not meant for this place
It feel like, uh, I dont belong and Im just a mistake (Im just a mistake)
(Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no)
(Oh-oh, no, oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no)
(Oh-oh,no, oh-oh)
Yeah, drivin down the interstate
Everybody home asleep, Im the only one awake
Sometimes I just wanna disappear, wanna go away
I dont wanna shake your hand, I dont wanna have to fake smiles
And conversations cause I know they see it in my face
I dont wanna ****in talk, I just need a ****in break
Im not scared of all these shadows, they cant look me in the face
Im not scared of losin anyone, we all could be replaced, yeah
Anxiety breakin my ambition
I dont know where to turn, I feel like somethings missin
All of my friends switchin, family look at me different
Lately, Im indecisive, I cant make a decision
I dont feel like I wanna die, but Im not really livin
In my mind, its a prison, four walls and a ceilin
Facin consequences for actions and selfish decisions
Only thing that was always there for me was my addiction, listen
I dont wanna talk to nobody, dont wanna speak, uh
Sometimes I get lost in my thoughts and I overthink
Sometimes I get lost in the bottle until I sink
Sometimes I just feel like this world just isnt for me
It feel like its breaking me to pieces
Running out of things and people to believe in
It feel like I found all my demons
Chasin all my dreams, yeah
Its not what it seems
And it feel like Im runnin out of time
I just cant decide if I wanna be alive
And it feel like I dont wanna leave, but
Every day that pass me, its gettin harder to breathe
And it feel like
The ones I needed left me on my own
It feel like Im drivin, swervin , bout to lose control
It feel like, ayy, maybe Im just not meant for this place
It feel like, uh, I dont belong and Im just a mistake (Im just a mistake)
(Oh -oh, no, oh-oh, no)
(Oh-oh, no, oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no)
(Oh-oh, no )