Traumatized (feat. Toosii)

Yeah
(KB Wildin)
I dont really trust nobody, I be moving low-key
I be in my thoughts late nights, so I dont sleep
Tell me that you love me but you dont really know me
I dont really take nobody word, you gotta show me
Thats just where I come from
Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from
But Im ten toes down, and I wont let it break me
I remember the days they said I aint deserve it
I aint had no food, felt my stomach turnin
I was dead broke, I was dead broke (Yeah, yeah)
Numb it with the Hennessy, my stomach burnin
Lost the one I loved, thats who I trusted in
I just feel like I can never love again
Another day that pass, I lose another friend
In a city full of sharks, you gotta learn to swim (Yeah)
Drownin in my thoughts goin crazy
I was on my knees, prayin somebody save me
And I was all alone gettin drunk on the daily
And I all wanted as kid was that brand new Mercedes
But now I see the fake intentions of people comin around
When I had nothin, they was nowhere to be found
They hated me back then but they ****in with me now
I keep my feelings locked away and hide my pain with a smile
And I dont need no fake love from you niggas
And I dont need no fake hugs from you niggas
Cause you dubbed me when I trusted you niggas
Now its funny, I dont **** with you niggas, no
Only hit me up when you need somethin (When youneed somethin)
Dont know if Im drunk or Im just numb (Just numb)
I never understand where I came from (Came from)
Drownin my emotions, let that shit run
And now they talk bad
They never loved me, remember that when they call back
They got they hands out, now Im off that
I lost it all but eventually got it all back
I dont really trust nobody , I be moving low-key
I be in my thoughts late nights, so I dont sleep
Tell me that you love me but you dont really know me
I dont really take nobody word, you gotta show me
Thats just where I come from
Traumatized from the past
And the pain is the only thing I run from
But Im ten toes down, and I wont let it break me
Spendin late nights in the PJs
Know they been tripping cause some molly threeway
Got a problem, I think Im in love with her sweet chase
Get her an adrenaline rush,
You give the same feelin as a high speed race
Been through it all, gotta stand tall, gotta stay ten toes down
I was in the back streets, spin the block,
You get your shit blown out
Gangster, but I need love thats significant
I be with demons but Im an angel, like Im Heaven-sent
I used to do bad shit for the Hell of it
Got a story but I aint tellin it
Traumatized from the pain, and then its hard, it ache
I got a story but I aint tellin it,
Do bad shit for the Hell of it
Cause I aint got no more room for a heartbreak
Still with same guys, feelin tough will get you repost small
But Im big like Deebo
My heart, and bitch Ive been real from the start
Im traumatized and paranoid, I gotta play it smart
Theyll leave me in the dark
I dont really trust nobody, I be moving low-key
I be in my thoughts late nights, so I dont sleep
Tell me that you love me but you dont really know me
I dont really take nobody word, you gotta show me
Thats just where I come from
Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from
But Im ten toes down, and I wont let it break me