black tears

When I'm in this state of mind
I'm wishing I am blind
Sometimes life is more than pain to me
I feel the power of my grief
Death would be such a relief
All the secrets that I hide
Would die with me
Depression is my only friend.
Will this torture never end?
Let me carry on to the dreamers' sky
I keep crying in my dreams.
Can you hear my endless screams?
When I fade away I fade, away.
Life is just a masquerade.
In dept to myself but I can't pay
Soon I'll call it all a day, away.
I've never felt what you call guilt
I still believe 'do what thou wilt'
My sorrow will destroy the world I've built
This fluid on my cheek
It drains me, I get weak
My heart is cold and bleak..
Black blood, black tears