Secondhand Smoke

Sometimes you could hear a pin drop
有時你能聽見別針落地的微弱聲音
or the ticking of the clock
有時你能聽見時鐘指針滴答作響
Between the surface conversation,
在我們清淺交談之中
no matter what they were saying
無論他們怎麼說
They never talked
他們也從未說對過
Sometimes I would hear em screaming,
我能聽見他們刺耳尖叫
when they thought that I was sleeping
當他們認為我已熟睡不知情時
Theyd just fight about whatever,
他們開始為了些雞毛蒜皮之事而斤斤計較
I dont know if they ever had a reason
我不知道是否他們有過真正的理由
Am I the product of a problem that I couldnt change?
我難道是個不知悔改的麻煩製造機嗎
Got his eyes, got her hair
看穿他的雙眼看懂她的發間思路
So do I get their mistakes?
我能知道他們犯下的錯誤嗎
I know that you cant walk across a bridge thats already burned, so
事已至此你也沒有回頭路可走
What am I supposed to do?
我到底該怎麼辦
I cant help that they chose
他們的選擇讓我不能自已
To breathe it in,
將真相說破
but I dont wanna choke
但我也不想為此哽咽
On that secondhand smoke
在這充滿回憶過往的旅程

有時我自認為瞭如指掌
Sometimes I hear myself saying hand-me-down words
認為很容易可以忘記過去
Its so easy to forget that
他不再是他我也不是那個她
he aint him and I aint her
每當我認為說再見才能結束這一切的時候
And when I think the fighting has to end in a goodbye
事實都會證明我錯了
I wanna prove me wrong,
但每次驚訝於自己時對的
but Im scared Ill prove me right, cause
因為我知道你已沒有回頭路可走
I know that you cant walk across a bridge thats already burned, so
我到底該怎麼辦
What am I supposed to do?
他們的選擇讓我不能自已
I cant help that they chose
將真相說破
To breathe it in
但我也不想為此哽咽
but I dont wanna choke
在這充滿回憶過往的旅程
On that secondhand smoke
噢不
Oh, no
我會變得越來越好
Will I be better,
找到屬於我的歸宿
find forever,
那個讓我戒掉過往的習慣
be the one to shake the habit
遠離我們之間這些支離破碎的回憶
Break away from broken things,
然後凌駕於燒成灰燼的過往之上
and rise above the ashes?
我知道你已經無路可走
I know that you cant walk across a bridge thats already burned, so
我到底該怎麼辦
What am I supposed to do?,
他們的選擇讓我不能自已
I cant help that they chose
將真相說破但我也不想為此哽咽
To breathe it in, but I dont wanna choke
但我也不想為此哽咽
No, I aint gonna choke
那不堪回首的回憶
On that secondhand smoke
那不忍直視的過往
Oh