Cold Showers

Laying in your car when the lights go low
一燈如豆此刻我躺在你的車中
Dancing in the dark with you on my shoulder
黑暗中的我一人兀自起舞
And I don't even know what you came here for
而我甚至不明白你為何來到我身邊
All I know is I just want you closer
我只知曉我想要你再靠近一分

但這些想法都只停留在腦海
Yeah but it's all in my head
我再次搞砸了完美的時機
Yeah I made a mess again
我是那最後出門只因不敢與你一同的人
Yeah I'm just the last one going out the door without you
我用冷水一次次澆醒自己只為明白我已不再與你一同

我與他人結伴而行只為表現得我對你毫無留戀
I take cold showers to remember I'm not with you
但我無法強撐偽裝將你放走
I leave with someone else to act like I don't miss you
我痛恨那個將你過去給予我一切無情退還的自我
I can't pretend I won't give in
當我知道一切都已沒有可能
I hate myself for giving you the things I give you
我厭恨這一切的結果
When I know that it's over
只因你無力理解我做出的種種妥協努力

或許現在我過得一團糟但上帝明白
I'm starting to hate how this all played out
我將付出一切證明自己
Cause you don' t understand that I am trying
但這些想法都只停留在腦海
Maybe I'm a mess and God knows how
我再次搞砸了完美的時機
I'd do anything to justify it
或許這便是我應最後一次見到你的時候

我用冷水一次次澆醒自己只為明白我已不再與你一同
Yeah but it's all in my head
我與他人結伴而行只為表現得我對你毫無留戀
Yeah I made a mess again
但我無法強撐偽裝將你放走
Yeah I'm just the last one seeing you for what I should be
我痛恨那個將你過去給予我一切無情退還的自我

當我知道一切都已沒有可能
I take cold showers to remember I'm not with you
我用冷水一次次澆醒自己只為明白我已不再與你一同
I leave with someone else to act like I don't miss you
我與他人結伴而行只為表現得我對你毫無留戀
I can't pretend I won't give in
但我無法強撐偽裝將你放走
I hate myself for giving you the things I give you
我痛恨那個將你過去給予我一切無情退還的自我
When Iknow that it's over
當我知道一切都已然結束

I take cold showers to remember I'm not with you
I leave with someone else to act like I don't miss you
I can't pretend I won't give in
I hate myself for giving you the things I give you
When I know that it's over