walking through T和rain (feat. I ria so那)

My grandma died a couple days ago this shits been on my mind
奶奶去世已有幾天之餘這件事在我腦海揮之不去
Life is beautiful until the people all around you die
生活在你周圍的人都死去前是美好的值得期待的
Now youre tryna talk to ghosts standing to your left and right
現在你試著和相站左右的鬼魂交涉
My grandfather died 2 weeks ago they told me he be fine
爺爺兩週前離我而去他們告訴我他會平安他會無事
I couldn't see her for the final time her funerals tonight
今晚的葬禮上我都沒能見她最後一面
I hope that woman knows i love her and ill keep her soul alive
希望奶奶知道我愛她她靈魂永駐我心
I've been out my head so long im tryna find some peace of mind
我已經垂頭喪氣太久太久也努力在找尋腦海的一絲寧靜
But when people die it gets hard to even realigng
但當周圍的人相繼死去一切都難以釋懷
Crazy isn't it we lose pеople then appreciatе we living
失去親人後的我們感恩我們還活著不很荒唐嗎
That's the shit that makes you sit back n then realize life is twisted
那就是給你當頭一棒的糟糕物然後你才意識到生活如此扭曲
120 people die inside this life in a minute
在這一生中每分都有120個人死去
I was told appreciate the ones around me and i didn't
我被告誡要珍惜身邊人但我沒做到
Now their bodys in a coffin n its where theyre always sitting
現在棺材裡躺著的是他們的遺體總是梗直矗立
I don't even know what i would say if to they graves i visit
我甚至不知道如果去拜訪墓群會說些什麼
I'd apologize for everything i ever did n didn't
我會為曾經做的沒做的一切深深道歉
With my arms around their tombstones i would tell em that i miss them
也會用雙臂僅僅圍繞住墓碑告訴他們我很想他們
Everyone inside my life that loved me i just pushed away
我生命每個深愛我的人都被我親手推開
That's the reason i got stuck inside my ways and never changed
那就是我深陷其中無法自拔的原因從未變過
We tend to only miss the sun when were walking through the rain
我們往往在雨中穿梭時才會想念日光
Mac is always calling me telling me i'll see better days
Mac總是打電話告訴我日子會好起來的
I go manic and panic n ask if shit'll ever change
我狂躁我不安我對生活是否會有轉機而產生疑問
He was ****ing with me when my distro checks were only change
看到我發行支票只剩下一些瑣碎零錢時他踏馬的就和我在一起
He's my brother but he's like a father to me in the strangest ways
他是我兄弟但在某些奇怪的方面他更像是我父親
The only one inside my life thats tryna help me find a way
生命中唯一剩餘的人正幫我找到出路
My houses is looking haunted cause these walls is what i talk to
房子看起來在鬧鬼只因和我說話的是這一面面牆
Everyone around me always dies or they want to
我周圍的每一個人都想死都會死
It sucks when someone dies but even more when they haunt you
人死掉我會很難受但我被糾纏時會更難受
But i don't need sympathy for the shit that ive gone through
但我不需要對所經歷的一切的憐憫同情
Cause any situation presented ive always fought through
因為我總能扛過去任何橫發的情況
Me myself and i sometimes is all i got dude
伙計有時候我自己就是我的全部
Keep going life is beautiful youll see it soon you got to
向前方去吧你很快就會看到要抵達的美好生活
Appreciate the ones around you cause we'll all be gone soon
感恩你周圍的人吧不久我們都會死去