Memory

Shit don't matter we just walking through a memory
Doo doo doo doo doo doo
嘟嘟嘟
Maybe i am nauseous, maybe i caused this
或許是我太令人討厭才到如此境地
It's all for me, doo doo doo doo
是我應得的報應
Walking through the straight line
穿過這回憶線
You've been stuck in my head and girl i really wanna talk now
你被鎖在我腦海，我多想找你交談
Chill at your place but everyday you would walk out
你的身邊降至冰點，你每天都突然不見
Kept cool can we calm down anger in phase
我們是否可以冷靜
I been in face with your palm
你將憤怒砸到了我的臉上
I don't know what to do and its late and i m tired
一切都太遲，我已精疲力竭
And you are on my mind take a hit to feel higher
你停留在我腦海讓我想不顧一切
Text you again when i m feeling inspired
一點點火花，即可點燃我的情誼
I have recognized i m reigniting the fire
是啊，我在引火燒身
Ay, what you want to do with me
你呢，你可有此意？
I heard you telling everyone that you cool with me
聽說你宣稱你對我已仁至義盡
But like you never text back
可你甚至不願回復一條短信
Every night relapse on the pain but you
我每晚都心如刀割
Never let your parents see that
你卻從未跟家人提起
Now you stuck in a cycle of **** ups and jealousy
現在你身陷囹圄
In my last week hit me up just to yell at me
上週還找我宣洩
Wow, think of the times you were hesistant
嗐，想想你曾經的猶豫
Thoughts about me hope you know that they are indefinite
現在對我的思念竟是無止境
Shit don't matter we just walking through a memory
得了，那隻不過是段回憶
Doo doo doo doo doo doo
嘟嘟嘟
Maybe i am nauseous, maybe i caused this
或許是我太令人討厭才到如此境地
It's all for me, doo doo doo doo
是我應得的報應
Walking through the straight line
穿過這回憶線
For anybody thats wondering what my mindis
如果有人對我的想法感到好奇
That shits just solitary confinement
我會說這是場單獨監禁
Open minded where my minds been lost
回到我失去理智的地方
And i'm just trying to find it
我只想找到那兒
Yeah we were magnets just trying to manage attraction
我們就像磁鐵相互吸引
Damage and shattered to fragments
如今卻已四分五裂
Love like a spiral i am just trying to catch it
愛就像螺旋線，我想追上它
But i guess i suck and just need some practice
可我如此差勁，甚至還需要練習
And i am wishing i could rip you out of my head like my hair
你如果是頭髮，我就可以一把薅掉你
If i was dead would you even care
我死了你會不會有一絲觸動？
If i had funeral would you be there
你又是否會參加我的葬禮？
Sometimes i wonder what colors you wear
我甚至會想你那天會穿什麼顏色的衣服
Would you move on and tell yourself that you are strong
你是否會讓自己堅強下去？
While you let me fade as i am dead and i am gone
當你讓我消失在你的生命裡
Or you hold it down 'til you meet me in god
你是否會等待我們在上帝面前的會面
Or love someone else and leave me to be lost
又或是愛上別人，永不相見？
I thought for life meant for life until mama remarried three times
我以為活著不過如此，直到母親再婚三次。
I never sought through the lines
我從未試圖穿越這條回憶線
Growing up i thought that life would be fine
順其自然長大，順其自然安樂生活
Now i am just watching as everything dies
如今我卻渴望消散雲煙
Maybe i am nauseous, maybe i caused this
或許是我太令人討厭才到如此境地
It's all for me , doo doo doo doo
是我應得的報應
Walking through the straight line
穿越這條回憶線
Shit don't matter we just walking through a memory
沒關係的，不過是段回憶
Doo doo doo doo doo doo
嘟嘟嘟
Maybe i am nauseous, maybe i caused this
或許是我太令人討厭才到如此境地
It's all for me, doo doo doo doo
是我應得的報應
Walking through the straight line
穿過這條回憶線