Reason

I wrote this letter to remind myself the reasons I'm alive
I got to reason number five
With my pen, I wrote on and I tried
To find words that describe all the times
I caught myself and realised, there are good things just ahead of me
But right now, it gets hard to believe
That I know that I'm safe when I leave
And you can't speak to me
And when I can't receive
The words I know you mean
Nothing can set me free
And I was broken but a little part of me thinks that I'm glad
I can go through things that make me sad
It's the only time off that I've had
Any more then I start to go mad
Reason that I had at number one (Was I like to)
Know the feeling well of being loved (Then number two)
I like the feeling of becoming numb (I can't choose)
Which one I prefer because you can't
Speak to me
And when I can't receive
The words I know you mean
Nothing can set me free (It's better you leave me be)
Reason that I had at number one (Was I like to)
Know the feeling well of being loved (Then number two)
I like the feeling of becoming numb (I can't choose)
Which one I prefer because you can't (Can't)
Reason that I had at number one (Was I like to)
Know the feeling well of being loved (Then number two)
I like the feeling of becoming numb (I can't choose)
Which one I prefer because you can't