All my friends know
Did you ever want me? No worries if not
你曾经渴望过我吗? 如果没有也没事
It's just that I told my mum, she thinks we're still going strong
只是我曾告诉我的妈妈 她以为我们之间依旧完好如初
She knows that I'm so fond of you that she can't ignore
她知道我对你如此喜欢 她无法忽视我们的情况
How every day she knocks, but I don't answer my door
她每天都来敲我房门 而我不愿应答
Every time I look outside my house, I try to make myself believe
每一次我望向窗外 我尝试让自己相信
(I can look at nature and feel good again)
(我望向自然美景 让我再次心情愉悦)
You just call and text to say, "I want to talk," but I'm too scared to meet
你只是不断联系我说"我想和你谈谈" 但我太过恐惧 不愿与你相见
(Is that why you think the worst of me?)
((那就是为何你会往最坏的一面想我吗)
Say we'll make up
你说我们会重归于好
Why'd you say that?
你为何要这样说
Why'd you break her?
为何你要伤害她
('Cause I never got to teach myself at all)
(因为我从未给打算自己上一课)
How to not show myself let go?
如何告诉自己不要放手
All my friends know
所有的好友都明白
That you think the worst of me
你把我想得很糟糕
Even though you broke my heart
即使你曾使我心碎
Now we're living worlds apart
现在我们生活在不同的世界
Now I've blocked you since I'm smart
后来我学聪明了 现在我将你彻底拉黑
(Never got to teach myself at all)
(因为我从未给打算自己上一课)
Now that all that's done and said
那便是发生的一切
I see all the time I spent
我明白曾经相处过的时光
Not talking to my best friend
我不会与好友谈心
'Cause I thought the worst of me
因为我想起了自己最糟糕的一面