EXCERPTS FROM THE DIARIES OF ＿

every time I think of you,
每一刻的思念都只为你
I hear the sounds of vanity
我听到了虚荣心作祟的声音
like a snake that hisses in
“嘶嘶”叫着宛如蛇一般
my tiny heart of honesty
我那微小的正直心理
in your words of “I love you”,
用你的话来说就是“我爱你”
I smell the scents of tragedy
我嗅到了美中不足的气息
let me be a victim too,
让我成为了一个受害者
I’m tired of hypocrisy
已经厌倦了虚伪
dear mr.so-and-so, your noneense is a charm
亲爱的某某先生 你有没有从我身上发现与众不同的魅力呢
tell me why, tell me why you’re always filling in the blanks
告诉我，告诉我你为什么一直填补着空白
in the night, in the night I see the embers of my heart
在夜里，在夜里我看到了内心的余烬
losing light, losing light you’re almost tearing me apart
失去光芒，失去光芒了的你几乎撕裂了我的心
today, I’m waiting for a love that never ever dies
今天，我在等待一种永远不会消亡的爱
tonight, I’m waiting for a tomorrow I could never buy
今夜，我在等待着一个永远都买不到的明天
today, I’m waiting for a forever that would never lie
今天，我等待着一个永远不会说谎的世界
tonight, I’m leaving you so goodbye and goodnight
今夜，我就要离开你了 所以 再见 晚安
sayonara!
再见了

每一刻的思念都只为你
every time I think of you,
品尝到了幻想的味道
I taste the flavor of fantasy
像水蛭一般在我全身爬行 令我毛骨悚然
like a leech that crawls and creeps
但却把我拖回了现实
but takes me back to reality
用你的话来说就是“我需要你”
in your words of “I need you”,
我感受到了触碰谬论的感觉
I feel the touch of fallacy
让我成为了一个纯洁无邪的人
let me be a virgin too,
我已堕落为哲学
I’ve fallen for philosophy
亲爱的某某先生 我们的秘密就是一种犯罪行为
dear mr.so-and-so, our secret is a crime
告诉我，告诉我你为什么一直填补着空白
tell me why, tell me why you’re always filling in the blanks
在夜里，在夜里我听到了彩虹在我内心绽开的声音
in the night, in the night I hear the rainbows in my heart
熊熊燃烧，熊熊燃烧的你几乎撕裂了我的心
burning bright, burning bright you’re almost tearing me apart
今天，我在等待一种永远不会消亡的爱
today, I’m waiting for a love that never ever dies
今夜，我在等待着一个永远都买不到的明天
tonight, I’m waiting for a tomorrow I could never buy
今天，我等待着一个永远不会说谎的世界
today, I’m waiting for a forever that would never lie
今夜，我就要离开你了 所以 再见 晚安
tonight, I’m leaving you so goodbye and goodnight
永别了
sayonara!