Barren

Curdled like milk in the summer heat
夏天熱得像牛奶凝固一樣
My skin's gone soft
我的皮膚變軟了
My head is spoiled
我的頭被寵壞了
My heart's a rabid dog trying to put its teeth in you
我的心就像一隻瘋狗，想把牙齒咬進你的身體裡
You thought you saw light but it was forest fires eating me alive
你以為你看到了光，但是森林大火正在吞噬著我
My limbs are dead and dry
我的四肢乾枯
My ribcage cradles dirt and ****s
我的胸腔裡滿是泥土和雜草
I'm empty inside
我心無一人
And I will never be able to love you
我將永遠不能愛你
I couldn't if i tried
就算我努力也不行
And I will lay down next to you
我會躺在你身邊
But I fear a dead body would feel warm compared to mine
但我擔心一具死屍會比我的感覺更溫暖
Cause I'm barren on the inside
因為我內心是貧瘠的
I'm barren on the inside
我的內心是貧瘠的
You tried to make love to my empty womb
你試圖和我空虛的子宮做愛
Tried to stuff me like a doll with pieces of you
想把你的碎片像洋娃娃一樣塞進我的肚子裡
But it all seeps from my loosened seams
但這一切都從我鬆開的縫隙中滲出
I took myself apart and cut off my strings
我把自己剖開，割斷了繩子
And scraped the remains from my starving bowels
從我飢餓的腸子裡挖出殘骸
Collected them into garbage piles
把它們收集到垃圾堆裡
To tie in bags
系在袋子裡
Sink in the lake
沉入湖中
And bury at the bottom all my sad mistakes
把我所有的悲傷錯誤埋葬在海底
Cause I will never be able to love you
因為我永遠不能愛你
I couldn't if i tried
就算我努力也不行
And I will lay down next to you
我會躺在你身邊
But I fear a dead body would feel warm compared to mine
但我擔心一具死屍會比我的感覺更溫暖
Cause I'm barren on the inside
因為我內心是貧瘠的
I'm barren on the inside
我的內心是貧瘠的