I'm Lying

I just like... I've never really talked about this, you know?
我…我從來沒有跟誰說過這些事
Yeah
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
我向上帝祈求保佑我的靈魂
This can't be fixed, I'd rather weep
可是我心知肚明這無濟於事只能為此悲傷
I hate this house, I'm dying to leave
我討厭我的家很想離開這裡
My mom's a snake, my dad, he drinks
她心狠手辣他又酗酒
Don't know my dad, he don't know me
我不了解父親他也從不理解我
We're not like how we used to be
我們已經變得不像從前一樣了
We don't connect, we hardly speak
我們不再交流甚至幾步一句話也不講
He tries to drive, I hide the keys
他想開車疾馳離開我卻藏起了鑰匙
I'm babysitting a grown man at seventeen, at seventeen
我才十七歲卻要為一個成年人負責
He's ****in' pissed and starts to scream
他喝醉說胡話甚至開始對我吼叫
My heart races and skips a beat
我的心跳不由地加速
We're face to face, I can't believe
我甚至不敢相信我們是面對面講話
That every day's the same old thing
每天就是那些重複的事情
We fight all night, I hardly sleep
我們整夜爭吵打架幾乎從不睡
I wish he'd listen to me plead
我多希望他可以聽我說
A sober you is what we need
雙方都需要變得清醒
This wears me thin, I'm feeling weak
這樣的生活讓我日漸消瘦再也沒有對生活的動力
I feel hopeless to say the least, ****
很絕望了吧
He never slows down, uh, never slows down on the whisky
他從來不戒掉威士忌
The more shots he takes, the more risky
他對我出手越多，雙方之間風險越大
Most times, things tend to go south quickly
絕大多數時間雙方的事情都會演變成南轅北轍
He's depending on liquor, we're depending on him
他自己喝酒度日我們卻指望著他
He's calling outta work, there's no money coming in
他日復一日說著出去工作我們卻從來沒有金錢收入
We're about to lose the house, how can we let it slip?
家裡面臨破產不甘心卻又無可奈何
Factor in the fact that I have to hold all of it in
我不得不承擔起這一切
I hate when...
真的很絕望…
They ask, 'How's life?' I'm like, 'It's fine'
當人們問起“過得怎麼樣” 我總是說著“挺好”
I sigh, they know, deep down, I'm lying
我只能嘆息他們也知道我撒著謊
They ask, 'How's life?' I'm like, 'It's fine'
當人們問起“近來如何”我回答著“還不錯”
I sigh, they know, deep down, I'm lying
我嘆息著他們也知道我在撒著謊
Ooh, I'm lying
我在撒著謊
Ooh, I'm lying
我在撒謊
Ooh , I'm lying
我也只能撒謊…
I'm broke and empty inside
我內心絕望
****
Yeah
I pray the Lord my soul to take
我向上帝乞求保佑我的靈魂
I lost my hope, I lost my faith
我再無希望再無信念
I hate this house, wish I'd escape
我討厭家多希望可以逃走
My dad's a drunk, my mom's a snake
他再酗酒她心狠手辣
Don't know my mom, she don't know me
不清楚我媽過得怎樣她也不關心我
She's out all night and can't be traced
她徹夜不歸我也無心打聽
It's been a week, ain't seen her face
我已經一周沒有見過她
We hardly speak, what can I say?
我們幾乎不交流也從沒有什麼好說的
I'm dealing with a grown woman who can't be saved, who can't be saved
我還得對無藥可救的她負責
She's lost her mind, she's a lost case
她失去理智她失去了意念
She's filled with greed, I'm dying to say
她充滿了貪婪的樣子
'It don't matter how much you make
“不在乎你賺多少錢
When you account how much you've waste'
你清楚你花銷掉了多少“
She blows her checks, she gambles late
她開著支票賭博到天黑
She takes her shot, we're in her aim
她開了槍（賭博上癮），我們卻瞄準了她
She doesn't stop, the bills aren't paid
她還不醒悟欠下一身債
She blames my dad when she's to blame
明明她錯在先卻責怪他
Tell me, how much more can I take? ****
告訴我這樣的生活什麼時候才能結束啊
She never slows down , uh, never slows down on the gambling
她執迷不悟於賭博之中
Her life falls apart as time passes
時光飛逝她逐漸墮落
She's blind to all of the things that can happen
她對一切事物熟視無睹
She's losing control and she can't get a grip
她逐漸失去理智她無法掌控全局
She's addicted to the slots, there's no money coming in
她對此上癮卻從無收入
We're about to lose the house, how can we let it slip?
家裡面臨破產不甘心卻又無可奈何
Factor in the fact that I had to hold all of it in
我不得不承擔這一切
I hate when...
真的很絕望吧
They ask, 'How's life?' I'm like, 'It's fine'
當人們問起”過的怎麼樣“我總是說著”挺好“
I sigh , they know, deep down, I'm lying
我嘆息著他們也知道我在撒謊
They ask, 'How's life?' I'm like, 'It's fine'
當人們問起”近來如何“我回答著”不錯“
I sigh, they know, deep down, I'm lying
我嘆息著他們也知道我在撒著謊
Ooh, I'm lying
我在撒謊
Ooh, I'm lying
我在撒著謊
Ooh, I'm lying
我也只能撒謊…
I'm broke and empty inside
很絕望吧
Yeah
I'm broken, I'm broken, I'm broken
I'm broke and empty inside